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♥mydailesrants~ Sunday, January 25, 2009

well later going imm dunno which place to eat , reunion dinner with my family and my er gu de family.
just came back from MAJONG session @t love place .
lose to jin long .
haha*
mi , love , james , raynol , jin long and junior
den headed home after breakfast wit junlong , cuz love slping den the three of them went home.
tok bout someting.

maybe i should start to let go.
he sae no point hurtin myself so much .
wad he said just now is the same as love.
i feelin super miserable loving him as he dunno ,
even he noe .. there`s no much difference .
it`s been three months since loving him so painfully silently deeply in my heart.
onli love n james noe.

been one month never mit him go out ler,
no smilness on my face ever since i never mit him .
ever since i never tok to him .
ever since i never plae psp , been pinch by him
everything in my heart memories of him seems to be there deeply .
no matter ware i go .
no matter wad i do .

shopping or wad.
singing or slacking
toking or playin
he kiip appearing in my mind all day long

i reali miss those days playing psp tokin on phone with him
chatting.. msgging

fridae i tried to sing the song that he first ex sing to him ,
i always sing that song . but fridae was the first day i cant sing tad song due to my voice breaks down . i cant sing high pitch ..
i vomited blood after singing.
it`s painful forcing my self to sing while i noe i cant manage to sing.

i reali miss him a lot.
this month.
days without him , i survive but in the sadness world.
lucky there`s my love to be with mi .

im tryin to hard to ferget him ,
since last month
but i reali cant.

whenever i see STARS it REMIND mi of HIM .
whenever i see PANDA it REMIND mi of HIM , calling nick of PANDA TAMAGOTCHI.
whenever i say love n james is STM it REMIND MI OF HIM AGAIN , cuz he is my STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER.

how i wish , u are not ******* with a **** and a ***
but it`s too late.

but i got to thanks u for all those things u do in the past for mi , buying cigs and stuff, bringing mi out to plae , bring mi to places that i wanna go , bring mi to OCH when i said i wanna go , bring mi to loyang when i said i wanto go and pray , bought mi the phone for xmas last year , chatting and slacking with mi downstairs my house til morning , whenever i go drinking u sure come and fetch mi home , whenever i saw ghost u accompany mi chat til i fall asleep , when im hungry at home u at work , u after work or in between come buy food and drinks for mi , when im bored u are there to accompany mi . all this is forever in my heart , is hard to replace u with others .
u are PERFECT TYPE FOR A GOOD BOYFREN , but u just short of 10% which u are ****** and having a **** and a *** .
that`s all.

love and james said that to mi also .
i feel lik crying whenever i tink of u ,
i reali feel lik painful and hurt , loving u so deeeply. in my heart.

is reali not the same feeling tad i ever love before ,
never ever i love someone so deeply lik u .

my past relationship although some they have **** , but i stil can let go of them after few`s week.
but u are STUCK in my MIND lik months , thinking and missing and it kiip rewinding all those memories we have.
i realie miss it fcuking much .
u noe how much i reali wanna tell u , i reali wan to have the courage to tell u how fcuking much i love u , but i cant .
all i wish is that u can be happy , dun ever kiip all those sad stuff to urself , not matter wad u nid a listener ear i ferever be here to listen to wad u got to sae.
time isnt a matter to mi , all i wan is u to bE HAPPY u birthdae is coming soon in ONE MONTH TIME , although u everytime u never celebrate u birthdae but i reali wish before ur birthdae we can play psp , chat , sms , hang out downstairs my house , go out with love n james once again .
i fcuking miss u loads .

im breaking to tears once again , i remember those time siting in ur car , window and sensor tad scared both of us not to slp not to go home , kip rounding around jurong area.

i reali wish i can play bomberman with u again , playin battle ship with u again .
toking rubbish and smses.

i reali miss those days although is not long , but whenver i nid someone to tok to , i just cor ur hp , u answer and tok on phone for hours.
i realie miss it loads. ~!

love n james ask mi to give up on u , love ask mi to gave up on u long time but i tried i failed . i failed twice , the feeling is so deepp~! til i cant even ferget u . it`s painful fcuking painful u noe .
i lied to myself sayin i dun love u no more , tryin to find a bf to ferget u , but i duno whose the guy i can find to replace u .
no one ever treat mi so good tad wherever i wanna go i just give a cor and come , no matter when and wad i wanna play they will acompany mi to plae . u the first one that eveer let mi felt so hurt b4.


JOLINE♥
7:58 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Saturday, January 24, 2009

thursdae , went movie for sherlyn .. at amk .. watch the LOVE MATTER`s .. STUPId and LAME SHOW but the show let mi tink so much tink bout guys...

arghs*
we went to do d.i.y stuff of a cute candle.
so nice lor..
after tad ,go back serangoon with her , den keong they all cor mi .
den said wan mit , so asked them come down serangoon to mit us ..
okok , here there come ricky the stupid idiot drink so many bottles til 2+am.
reach home around 3+ am.. dam shag>~! omg.

next day , fridae slept in the afternoon 2pm wake up around 3pm , go bathe den go office take cheque den go mit my
love at orchard , so rry to let u wait so long.
den nt long keong came liaos.

den..
all headed to heeren , cini .. den love n long go nuh , keong n ricky go teban . while mi go boat quay to find raymond and fren .
saw yenny , serene , vivian theyy all at plush .
dun lik the atmosphere.
tat someone go ask a question to someone , "u noe joline arh " wad the fcuk.
i was lik wad wrong.

ferget it.
said liao also pek chey no voice to sae so much .

i cant sing song right now , i lost my voice i cant scream i cant shout . i wannna cry~!!!!!!!


i fcuking miss him so much *

JOLINE♥
6:05 PM


♥mydailesrants~ Thursday, January 22, 2009

AFTER HOSPITAL , went to imm with parent and justin`s gf
shoppping

til 3+4pm
den go home bathe and change go mit LOVE N UNCLE LONG @T TAKA

ahhah*
love love.
den we go walk walk ,
go chinatown point til 10+11pm
go LOVE HOUSE
cuz uncle long waiting for LOVE daddy to be home
cuz he wanna take his lorry
so headed to kranji there to take his lorry

uncle long drive lorry fetch mi to mrt station take cab home
cuz he gg home earli
cant fetch mi home
the lorry so TALL LOR.
NEARLI FALL DOWN WHILE ALIGHTING
AHHAH*


















JOLINE♥
2:11 AM


♥mydailesrants~

IM SO HAPPY
I DISCHARGE
FROM HOLY
NIGHT MARE`S OF NUH ~!

16TH TO 21ST JAN 09!~

16th of jan 09 ;
went to see doctor downstairs my house
as my neck is quite pain .
i tot my neck i TWISTED while slping at the end is not lor.
i tolerated the pain on wednesdae .
thursdae i cant tolerate the pain so daddy bring mi go see doctor downstairs.

fcuk the doctor sae i nid to go NUH and check up
CUZ Is not a TWISTED NECK PROBLEM.
is SWOLLEN n SWELLING PAINFULLY ~!
IM HURT ...!~!
HOLY.

WENT to NUH the doctor all touch my neck
I WAS FCUKIN HOLY SHIT WANTED
TO SCREAM OUT LOUDLY
AND WANNA CRY
FCUKING PAIN LOR.
DAMM

THEY USE
NEEDLE ; TO INJECT MI FOR
BLOOD TEST ;
INJECT
SODIUM WATER ;
GRAPE WATER ;
FOR MI :(


POOR MI :(


SEE MY FACE SO SWOLLEN FOR THE FIRST DAY LIK FISHBALL .

AFTER STAYING AT A&E FOR FEWS HOURS
i was @t hospital around 3 pm - 7 pm @t the A&E ward
for OBSERVATION
my poor daddy waited outside for mi

during the few`s hours ,
i was in DEEP HOLY PAIN .

surgical DOCTORS came ,
say i must stay inside hospital for a couple of days.
that`s how i ADMITTED the ward 41 bed 28~! omg



8pm finally i get my BUTT ON THE BED fcuk
i was so tired and pain~!
i tot was for two days ended up
THE NEXT DAY MUMMY DADDY CAME VISIT MI
MUMMY BOUGHT MI A SOFT CUSHION : )
LOVE IT

CUZ MY NECK IS SO PAIN
is a good cushion I SLP WELL WITH IT

the third day doctor ask mi go for CT - SCAN omg.

fcuking pain when i nid to get JAB AGAIN ON MY HAND
fcuk i vomited after the jab MAKE MI HEADACE AND GIDDY .
damm holy .
back to my ward beddy to get my slp.

i was on ANTIBIOTIC DRIP AS surgical DOCTOR SAID tad
ORAL medication FOR MI is not ENOUGH i was lik wad the FARK AGAIN
HOLY SHIT

NURSE AKA MISSY OVER THERE
JAB MY HAND AGAIN
CAN U IMAGINE HOW PAINFUL IS MY HAND .
i was lik CHAO CHEE BYE JAB AND JAB CAN I JAB U ~!
FCUK lor.

HAISH*
IS A NIGHT MARE AT HOSPITAL .
BUT my heart feel PAIn
my STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER didnt came and visit mi : (
while im at hospital
i cried thinking ..
he noe i at hospital but..
arghs*

ferget it..
therefore nthing better for mi to do at hospital so i read
news paper everyday after i put down the phone with my
STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER
i read news paper ,
flipped thru the page saying about HOROSCOPE.
IT WAS SO TRUE .
SAYING BOUT

" YOU MANAGE TO PUT HUMPTY DUMPTY BACK TOGETHER .
BUT WHEN HE DIVES OFF THAT WALL AGAIN THE YOLKS ON YOU "


my heart was lik breaking to pieces
therefore i stop readin the newspaper

cuz i reali FEEL LIK CRYING OUT REAL LOUD
REALI FEEL LIK SHOUTING SCREAMING THRU MY VOICE
but , i have no voice to scream

i felt totally UPSAD .
SOON i fall asleEP i dream of him once again
during my slp.

i cried the nurse HAZIMA ask mi wad happened.
why i slp til cried
i silently ignored her.

my da yi N uncle ks came
brought mi NEW MOON BIRD NEST :)
SO SWEET OF THEM .


the next day my big bro JASON came to visit mi
he brought mi A PANDA SOFT TOYS



ONCE AGAIN I THINK OF HIM AGAIN,
THE feeling SuX
it`s HURT mi a lot.
but i appreciate wad my bro bought for mi
thanks brother .
after he came not long
MY DEAREST LOVE , AND UNCLE LONG
CAME AND VISIT MI TOO ~

happy : )
i see them i smile
tok and tok and tok
just after my minor OPERATIOn with my bro , love n uncle long
daddy came too ~!

my BABE YOSHI dino ALSO came
my biggest SURPRISE my bro mit her to come
SO SWEET :)

the one and onli fren tad continue visit mi through out my hospitalization is andy
my long long fren






he came from third day to the last day when i discharge
brought mi porridge , cakes , newspaper
cuz hospital food sUCK
thanks for u daily wake up to buy mi food .
ask ur mum to cook fish porridge for mi :)
appreciate loads.

xiao yi didnt come
but she send mi a hamper of fruits with PINK ROSES
so nice n lovely :)



thanks MISSY OF THE NURSE OVER THER
TREAT MI SO WELL
ADD MI AT FRIENDSTER also ;0

SWEEETTTT LOVE :)

I FINALLY DISCHARGE AT 12.45PM :)
DADDY MUMMY JUSTIN`S GF CAME TO FETCH MI OUT~!!!

YAHOOOOO~!


JOLINE♥
1:17 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Tuesday, January 13, 2009

my wish list for the year

louis-vuitton-damier-canvas-alma-in-ebony

my LV TOTE Bag going to spoilt soon :(

i love pink stuff :)

justin my small brother 19th bdae present

haha i hardly use wallet but im 21 this year :) to put my credits cards time :P
more caashhh~ :)


my license class 3
hopefully class 2b oso.

repaint my room colour.
new bed
new com
new furniture

achieve wad i wan to achieve
dm position soon~

find a long lasting job tad i reali wan to settle down soon
quit nigh life by this year no more pub .
less cig`s lol



JOLINE♥
6:35 AM


♥mydailesrants~

tok to him over the phone for one hour nearly two hours.
haish , miss those days we hang out together ,
seriously. lots of complicated problems they are handling right nw.

he told mi quite loads of tings.
go and sae and ask around i bet u guys n gers cant find out anything.
cuz just CANT FIND OUT lols.
hahaa*

i miss those days we played psp.
arghs* stupid owner ~!lols

JOLINE♥
6:21 AM


♥mydailesrants~

MINGFEI .
* rest in peace *

i jst saw u last morning which is sundae mid nite 2am plus drinking beer at rainin bar.
playin 5-10 and dices with u n ur frnz.
nw u are dead.
why/?
u do silly tings.
haish*

http://profiles.friendster.com/4818821


JOLINE♥
12:20 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Monday, January 12, 2009

been coughing and coughing.
flu flu flu .
fever fever fever .

thursdae went down to rainin bar and find jackson and groups of fren but didnt drink muchh... just a fews SIPSIP. LOL

FRI Offical OFF . cuz two china ladies aannd sharon n jac working so i mit my frn there to drink ... 12 jugs after tad alvin kor n alan join mi martell time and chivas;) drink lik no one business .. hahah combine table with winnie and her meifu n her frn lol.. drink drank drunk = HIGH HIGH TO THE SKY .
my other brother came downKEITH . drink beer of JUGS again.. omg...

saw my old REGULAR CUSTOMER renald and groups of frn again drink beer again..
so sry sharon when i HIGH my voice is LOUD N SHARP.

gone by 6 am .. drink til 6.25am lol
5-10 n direction beers n martellsn chivass thr fridae nite make mi drunk lik fark.
* IM WEAK IN CHIVAS + BEER lol arh

lol
totally gone . wei kiat my next door bouncer looking for my real bro to fetch mi home but i dnno wher is he. end up my god bro send mi hme.
im DRUNK*
DEADLY.

SAT SUPPOSE TO WORK reach rainin bar le.
fevr at 42 degress.
JAC forced mi to eat panadol. to rduce mi fever ..
thanks darling feel better already
but my cough is stil TERRIBLE.

AR,reach raiinin bar ler kelvin ask mi to go hme cuz im sick. lol
so mit my love and jr. prawning. at pasis ris.
ruixiang msg mi ssayin he at rainin bar , den sae he always there im nt . im there he is nt there no fate lol hahaha*

SUNDAY , mit up with chris , ronald, yoshie, siyu , leonard , jaslin , collin , for dinner den go shebang. they drink n sing crzyily while i waitin for twelv to work. omg. the china lady is makin mi crazy .. diaos.

sstupid clif , make mi go crazy when he tok LOL.
HAHH CRstal makes mi day smile. :)she cute lol.
mingfei and zhangu and one more guy ccme in to drink barrel . dmm seh lor.. omg

argh shag thru the day end my day by gg home with sherman n wei kiat.

:) save my cab fair :PP lol

arghs shag~@

JOLINE♥
8:22 PM


♥mydailesrants~ Friday, January 9, 2009

haish , waited whole day for love.
ended up didnt get to mit her .
well wel.cancel all my aappointment in e morning just to mit her omg.
didnt expect she put aeroplane of mine .
well guess she busy bahs...

superbored.
tv tv tv tv 1`


miss thosse days we hang out *
OCH .. EAST COAST...BLAHBLAHBLAH~
MISSING SO MUCH PPL.

JOLINE♥
12:32 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Tuesday, January 6, 2009

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JOLINE♥
11:31 PM


♥mydailesrants~

view and view and view .
☆ is okay with mi ☆ .
carry on viewing .
ahahah* welcome u GUYS TO my bLOG larhs*
haha*
DUN GIVE a DAMM~! lols.

well ,
im having FEVER right now,
FEVERISH kills my sianzation .
wan smoke cant
sMOKE much~! lols

im shoo sick and tired.
of little arguments .





my hp camera not good.
cuz is a CLASSY HANDPHONE ,
not a GOOD CAMERA : (
so out look become lik dart


view and view and view .
☆ is okay with mi ☆ .
carry on viewing .
ahahah* welcome u GUYS TO my bLOG larhs*
haha*
DUN GIVE a DAMM~! lols.

well ,
im having FEVER right now,
FEVERISH kills my sianzation .
wan smoke cant
sMOKE much~! lols

im shoo sick and tired.
of little arguments .

well , i`M Going to plan for my scedule this year,
i`m GOing to plan for everything tad i wish for ,
tad i wan

☆2009 SCEDULE
. Will be continue ~!




JOLINE♥
10:28 PM


♥mydailesrants~

• im holding on 3 jobs.
• im seriously super tired
• but wad to do


•••••••••• everything so funny lols •
hhahahah*

arghs•

nid to go meeting first to be continue..

JOLINE♥
10:00 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Sunday, January 4, 2009

wad the fark.
knn the ADELINA kannina cor mi up at 4am .
sae i ka her lan jiao wei.
she seh liao. jit tao cor mi up tell mi she wan mi to die todae.
sae wan to jio mi one to one fight.
lame lor. ~! damm ar

wad the hell.
nthing better to sae much to her.
since, her tinking is so young.
well.

wasting my time .
omfg.
cor mi and sae wan mi to die.
gars.
i guess she took pills while toking to mi .
her voice and tone , is so SICKENING .

omg.
sae wan to mit blah blah blah.
at the end LOVE cor shawn and tok.
everything settle.
well.

she msg mi all rubbish msgs.
love and uncle long saw ler laugh.
super gao lat .
ahahhaha*

mit up with
love , uncle long , him , hao qiang and jacky
at 496 coffee shop slack.
til now den come home.

* happye mood*

but LOVE told mi something just now.
arghs*
guess tis few`s days luck super suai.
so many ppl tokin rumours bout mi.

wtf.
arghs*
cant be bother.
i never do i never sae i dun CARE ~!





JOLINE♥
4:12 AM


♥mydailesrants~

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

u cant blame mi for falling in love with u , the feeling tad i have is you is reali natural dat i fall for you.

Love is patient, love is kind.
so i wil be waiting ..

You call it madness, but I call it love.
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he the one .. but .. im super down mood right now..

quotes Pictures, Images and Photos

but no matter wad i wait


quotes Pictures, Images and Photos i believe u never contact mi u have ur reason

JOLINE♥
1:09 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Saturday, January 3, 2009

i lost my cheerful smile ;
i lost my hyperactive character ;
i lost my interest in working ;
i lost my crazyness of going out ;

EVERYTHING CUZ OF U ; I LOST MY MOOD

I cant slp everyday,
waiting for ur calls.
but i noe ,
the whole week ware are u at.
but i chose not to cor u .
cuz i noe ,
tad corling u ,
u cant pick up the phone
at the moment of time.

never the less ,
i tried not to cor u .

but todae wanted to cor u up,
end up ur third hp ,
i cant get thru .
i guess u cut of the line.

dun wish to bother corling ur sec and first Hp.
some how , my heart kip telling mi tad ,
is going to be a hard time findin u ,
is going to be a hard time for my self this period of timing .
is going to be a foolishness step tat i walked.

everyting , has a reason .
Myspace Icons

has A REASON TOO ;
IT`S the FEELING ~!
i cant blame u ,
i blame myself for loving u.
i cant complain ,
i have no rights to complain .


JOLINE♥
2:06 AM


♥mydailesrants~ Thursday, January 1, 2009

first day of 2009 .

rules and regulation of the laws.

no smoking at so many destination point
omg.
i tink i will faint .
smoke also must find a spot to smoke alreadye .

diaos*






if the day never come ,
i stil be mi .
waiting lik a fool for u .
no matter what.
take step by step.
i maybe silly but ; u tink i care?
cuz i already fall for u .
lik no one business.

one week u never contact mi ,
i noe ware are u .
i just KNOW it yesterdae.
thanks to one person who drop mi some hints.
another one , is i saw someting online.

JOLINE♥
8:21 PM