} ♥ thelittlegurlwithATTITUDE` ☆

♥mydailesrants~ Monday, December 29, 2008

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

- owner and owner and owner ! i fcuking miss u ~

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

- that`s whye i totallie going crazie ; everydae drink and drink -

A day without you is like a day without sunshine… I miss you…

- 6 day`s without hearing ur voice i going nuts-

- 6 day`s without ur msg`s i going crazy -

- 6 day`s without miting u im going bonkers -

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I`m waiting for u , i have to miss u lik NO ONE BUSINESS ~!

JOLINE♥

10:09 PM

♥mydailesrants~

fcuk.
almost one week soon larhs*
i stil cant find owner ~!
damm arghs*

i fcukin miss him fcuking loads*
please SAY ANG KU KUEH .
sae U WAN PINCH PANDA til ANG KU KUEH and BA CHANG .

argh*
totalli crazye ~! insanity is killing mi softly.

owner owner ware are u ..?
arghs*

u gave mi the present before hand of xmas .
before xmas u missing .
wad the fcuk~! .

i fall for u in the starting is cuz of the things and action u do.
now i falling u deeply.~! omg.

please appear in-front of mi ?
~!

if not i been drinking non stop at work!~
cuz of u ,
i drink everydae just wanna ferget u but i stil cant .
infact i fall the way down thru the whole deeply..!.

fcuking miss u loads.
my heart is tearing up soon.
the more i cant hear ur voice.
the more i cant see u in real person.
the more i cant play with u psp .
i`m goING INSANITY ~!

dun let mi , feel the pain~!
i dun lik painess.
i lik the happiness when we play games~!
please i FCUKING MISS U ~! LARH.

JOLINE♥

7:47 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Sunday, December 28, 2008

i miss SHERLYN my LOVE .
i miss OWNER .
i miss JOSEPHINE .
i miss JOANNA .

i miss those outings ~!.
my slacking periods at boat quay .
my prawning with sherlyn my love.
my shopping with yenny babe.!

ware ..
i miss a lot of tings.
therefore i miss sherlyn too much liaos.
although knwin her not long .
but i felt tad some how ,
i got a veri strong feeling as a fren .
which i felt b4.
some how her character is lik one of my
ex primary skol fren.
i onli can mit her after 31st dec.
omg.
although is fews day later
but is gg to be one week never mit her le.
omgar~!

got to go work later.
WARE ARE U OWNER~!
FCUKIN MISS U FCUKIN LOADS.~!

PANDA OWNER IS LOST.
LEFT PANDA ALONE.
IN
DARKNESS~!

JOLINE♥

6:32 PM

♥mydailesrants~

ware are u seriously.
almost one week no news of u ?
i ask uncle long nu , he told mi u just reply him a word BUSY ~!
TAD `S all.
haish*
i dunnno wad to sae ,
tinkin and tinking of u
- everysecs
- everymins
- everyhours
- everydays * 6 days already

arghs*
why why why .
things turn out lik dart , when i wanted to give u up .
yet u m.i.a
now my heart turn soft lik a jelly.
i just wish and wish u faster can contact mi back.

args*

i reali FCUKING MISS U LOAD*
miss ur craps toks .
miss the days we plae psp
miss the stupid pinch tad u pinch MI .
U STILL LEFT WITH 30 PINCHES TAD I OWN U .
FASTER COR MI AND SAE U WAN TO PINCH MY FACE .
OWNER . u left panda a- lone : (

argggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh.
i fcuking miss u larhs~!
holy .

JOLINE♥

7:06 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Saturday, December 27, 2008

yesterdae working at rainin bar .
haish*

senior vanus and senior jarod came and find mi : )
so sweet of vanus open a bottle at rainin bar : ) haha.
stupid jarod getting so weird go perm his hair.
retards him lols.

i called christopher down to my rainin bar also ,
he came with wei le ( imitations ) and william (scorpion ).. whahahas*
the joke of the day stupid ass them .
sing couple song with mi three guys share one mic ~! wad the fark hahaha*

stupid them larhs*

my heart is going crazy and insane soon.
this is the six days already i cant find u haish*
i dunno wad happen
i dunno anything .
now u switch off of one of ur line.

arghs*

stupid owner dun wan panda .
u ars~! arh.

realie going crazy soon`!
can someone help mi .
fcuk~!

JOLINE♥

5:59 PM

♥mydailesrants~ Friday, December 26, 2008

haish* staying at home yesterdae afternnooon slp all the way til 6+ wake up around 9pm rainin bar kelvin msg mi , ask mi work okok . i go work. back to rainin bar and work liao.
he ask mi wad happen to mi and xiao bu dian the flabby nose , sae i ka her lan jiao wei about dunno wad shit larhs.
knn.
dulann..
end up at work time didnt saw her.
guess todae i will see her at there.
fark she dare to kpkb i sure slap her de..

who ask her ka ma lan jiao wei at my boss side.
farkkerrr~!
work til 4 last night .

ahahah*
saw winston , belinda ,kelvin , milton and two more arena staff..
hahahha,
pull them into my pubby and drink
two martel fours jugs ahhh.
one of them vomited at my toilet and BREAK MY TOILET BOWL COVER wad the fark
ahahahha*

tired lik omg.

arghs
uncle told mi he cant find owner also : (
sad ..

where is he?
ar
reali missing him loads.~!

JOLINE♥

3:50 PM

♥mydailesrants~ Thursday, December 25, 2008

- photos are all taken today at rosewood condo -
enyouth sdm 3 star yi da de group member : )
loves : )

this xmas , my heart is feeling so painful.
i just wish u can just reply mi to let mi noe u are fine.
everydayi been tinkin ware are u .
asking love and long nu.
did u contact them ..
haish*
my heart is nt fully in mood .
i totally moodless .
seriously.
this year my xmas present is the best that i ever received FROM U ~!
THE ONE AND ONLI SPECIAL present tad i lik a lot.

can u please reply mi ?
haisH*
owner ~!!!

after , bbq session
games todae arh
- freebies
- pool ( been throw in to the water )
argh* more photo will be upload ..

when i received ..
my mind totali mad bout u .

after session went drinking with leonard.
stupid leonard drunk within two hours.
stupid lame shit him
so mi and zhilong fetch him home den i go home.

arghs*
i now home.
but I FARKING kip TINKING OF owner !~! argh
LOVE , I ALSO FEWS DAY NEVER MIT U LIAO.
MISS U : (

EVERYONE , MERRY XMAS : )

IM CRYIN : (

JOLINE♥

5:14 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Wednesday, December 24, 2008

finally update this photo .
that day took at ktv at orchard with love and fanni..

arghs*

JOLINE♥

1:51 AM

♥mydailesrants~

foolishness cause mi to break to tears

"Never regret when you make mi smile.

i remember those days and times

when we played psp and make fun of each other`s"-

maybe everything with u is just a dream ,
i cant blame u ,
blame myself for falling so hard.
feelings cant be control.
the more i tried to forget u ,
the more i lik u .
i dunno why .
as usual waiting for cor and msg from u ,
but u noe the feeling of waiting msgs and cor from u ,
is painful feeling.
two days le,
didnt received any cor from u .
i felt miserable in my heart.

love , ask mi to ferget u .
i tried but once again i failed.
anyone have HAPPY PILL for mi ?
thanks for ur memories.

JOLINE♥

12:51 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Tuesday, December 23, 2008

thinking wad should i do?
two days never sleep ler.

dunno wad to do.

JOLINE♥

12:08 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Monday, December 22, 2008

my heart keep thinking of u .
repeating and repeating ; NON - STOP thinking of U ~!

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.
everytime after u left mi when u send mi home , and u left my h eart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.
everyday when i reach home ,

haish.
sometime im afraid if i tell u goodbye ,
i could never sae hello to u again..
When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

A day without you is like a day without sunshine... I Miss you...

maybe i should forget u .
i tried to forget u once ; BUT I FAILED
my heart is realie in PAIN.
but wad to do ?

LOVE , told mi loaads of things.
realie i should reali STEP A BIG STEP BACK.
LOVE , say no POINT .
haish*

i dunnoo.
i cant CONTROL my FEELING
for YOU ~!

JOLINE♥

4:05 AM

♥mydailesrants~

haish*
todae suppose to go zoo with my LOVE but i overslept : (
haisH* next week den we go ZOO Alright sorrye LOVE .

when to mit jialong to my dayi house fer appointment ..
ferget to bring so many thing.
so tml appointment her again at SGH 12.30 PM.
omg.
dunno can wake up not..
suppose to take cab home
but owner ask mi take cab go LOVE HOUSE downstairs den later fetch mi home
end up the four of us mi , love , owner , uncle long nu go bishan prawning.
laugh out loud.
they playin childhood games at there lose de drink coke .
poor uncle long nid to drink two can of coke.
lols*

owner so PROUD of winning los.
todae sit owner de new bmw 3 series coupe 335 .
quite nice the interior kinda lik it ..
white red black ..

matching colours.
but * his car cant smoke..
ahhaha*

cleeaannnn car : ))

home right now , dunno wad to do .
cant get to sleep.
heart spinning and thinking , should i tell him or ferget about telling him .
or let everyting be lik dart.
i scared one day i cant take it.
haish*

xmas is three days away ,
dunno wad to do ..
doont noe wad should i go .
uncle place?
company function ?
or mit my old fren?
or wait fer their planning ?
guess. stay at home slp ..
lol .
arghs*

santas claus will u grant my wish this year?

JOLINE♥

12:58 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Sunday, December 21, 2008

JOLINE♥

4:26 AM

♥mydailesrants~

haish . been fours day since i never mit u liaos*
u kip saying u tired.
finefine*

i cant say anything.
well*

but i stil heard ur voice tad alright already.
go home and rest early bahs.
i dunno when dench can i stop missing u ,
cuz the feeling in my heart is deep lik no body BUSINESS .
OMG.*
everydae waiting 4 ur msg
everydae waiting 4 ur cor
everydae waiting to see u .
haish*
this feeling is so terrible.
omg.
when u at home sometimes how i wish i can cor u ,
but we cant tok on the phone ~!
cuz u are at home ALREADY ; THE FEELING SUCKS U NOE ~!
how i wish i can tell u wad am i tinking .
how i wish i can sae everything farking things that hiding in my heart over this fews week.
how i reali wish but i CANT .~.
4 DAYS MORE TO XMAS ,
would u be there with mi ?
or
be with ur fren..

all i wan 4 xmas IS YOU ~!!

L.T.Z.X

JOLINE♥

2:16 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Friday, December 19, 2008

stupid ppl ask them cut my hair , den trim my fringe at the end jit tao cut my fringe i dulan dun wan trim my hair liao.
farkk up *
retard ass lors.
arghs*
pekchey*
now make mi look lik xiao mei mei HOLY SHIT.
ANGRYE.

haish* once i cant see u , my heart started to tremble once again *
feeling so cORRuptED omg

JOLINE♥

3:05 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Thursday, December 18, 2008

well.
just recieve the news
from
my
company translucent party well it seems kinda fun , but planing with my darling cherie both of us nort going to bring any guys along . just having les partner for that afterrnoon party
wahhahah*
it`s gg to be hold at someone condo ..
code dressing is WHITE , FOR GER AND BOYS.
BUT GERS INSIDE is BIKINI larhalalal.
dunno how long never wear bikini liao*

* games included of ..
- water games .
- ice breaking .
- exchanging of gifts and blahblah
night activity DRINKIN SESSION guess i nt gg ..
well*

planning for majong session with LOVE AND THE REST OF THEM..

arghs*
cant wait for xmas.
lovelove*

JOLINE♥

9:37 PM

♥mydailesrants~

i missing you so much

JOLINE♥

4:54 AM

♥mydailesrants~

cherish whad i have right now.

thanks LOVE , for being there no matter wad.
if thad bitch adeline dare to di siao u , i sure dun care , *cup* with clara and u , hit her to her flabby nose becum rain deerr nose.
no matter wad.
this FLABBYNOSE couple CANT LAST LONG DE.
trust mi.

waiting for my thailand trip with u my dearest LOVE.* BTW sherlyn UPGRADED TO MY LOVE alreadye.
AHAHAH* lols

wellwell`!
im bored right now.
dunno wwad to do ,
tummy not feeling well.
omg.
morning my tummy killing mi lik freak*

argh*
owner just called mi , and try to ask mi to guess who is he.
stupid silly him , i heard his voice i noe liaos.
try to bluff mi.
lols*
stupid silly him .
he changed one of his number cor mi and ask which number should he give his daddy use.
okok.
he new num i quite lik BUT SHORT OF 2 lols.haha*
LAUGHS*

JOLINE♥

12:34 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Wednesday, December 17, 2008

mi and L爱VE

myah panda sweet from my L爱VE * SHERLYN.
hw sweet甜甜of her . to get tis for 我和他.
but i dun let him have it, 因为我是熊猫他是猪.. 哈哈哈..

my l爱ve eating , i took her photo .. nice horhs : )

L爱VE , 她是我的L爱VE因为她很可爱哈哈哈..
爱死她了..
mit my L爱VE at jurong point todae ,
with uncle long nu and my darling cynthia.

stupid uncle long nu ,
kip teased mi .
wad the fark lors.
arghs*
lols*
L爱VE, carried on teased mi while smking.
tag team attacked mi ..
while my stm panda tamagotchi owner not with mi .
best larh u two : (

baby gurl sad liao larhs*
los*
ROFL*

went prawning just now..
with L爱VE and uncle long nu,
cynthia go mit her frn...
after prawning..
i went home ..
do my blog ,
do my L爱VE blog.
update`s all my photos..

arghs*
L爱VE throw mi alone , she go slp liaos.

now waiting for owner to wake up.
stupid him slp so long : (
arghs*

cant wait for jan ,
going thailand with L爱VE
arghhhh*

tripp wait for mi ,
i coming to shoppppp~!!!

JOLINE♥

2:18 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Monday, December 15, 2008

u two just a small kikdoz.
can the both of u just go open a ROTIPRATA SHOP.
since the both of u lik to tok so much rubbish.
omg..
adeline and joseph.
the both of u look super lik a kiiddoz in my eyes side.
the day u two are just super SEH KAH lors.
knn tok big tok small..

the day before mit up with with my dearest sherlyn they all go bbq ..
at west coast park .
we are acting lik crazy gurls taking photo lik no one business wahahhas*

love larhs*

hahahah*
after BBQ mi and owner went rounding at lim chu kang area ..
stupid uncle ask us not anyhow.
wad the hell..
laugh*

yesterdae go ahma house celebrate her bdae.
well...
im happy THEY SAE I SLIM DOWN WAHHA.

den after tad in the mid night , mit up with my owner .. downstairs my house .
as usual take my panda sweet and plae psp.
omg i own HIM 30 PINCH !
SAD Larhs*

: (

contented , but not fully happy .
cuz ..
as usual..
blah blah blah ~!

I MISS U GURLS.
TOP GURLS.

* SHERLYN
* YOSHIE
* YENNY
* CYNTHIA

JOLINE♥

10:08 PM

♥mydailesrants~ Thursday, December 11, 2008

i wan the both of u to scram ~!

JOLINE♥

2:01 PM

♥mydailesrants~

went to ENYOUTH my company in the afternoon
around 6 go mit sherlyn and xln at bugis nearby eat curry chicken
den go her hse downstairs. den go west coast mac.
she wan study
he came over so happy i saw him

i finally get to see u face to face.
i finally get back to ur car sit.
i finally smile a little bit.

but ,
im unhappy . cuz i cant see ur SMILING FACE ~!
i cant FEEL UR HAPPINESS .
i cant FEEL UR HEART THINKING BOUT WAD.
but i hope , if u nid a listener ear , ur brother xln will be there.
i be there for u no matter wad.

i cant see u smiling , im feeling sad .
haish*

he fetched mi home.
on the way home never tok .

dun think so much ok.
no matter wad i be there i promise~!

JOLINE♥

2:28 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Wednesday, December 10, 2008

my heart , is stil lik raining ..
haish*
mit up with sherlyn darling and xln todae.
waited fer her at her skol.
shines colledge.
den go eat .. at parklane there .
steamboat.
the three of us.
chatting happily.
hais*
somethin missing.

for the first time.
his not there.

the first time i go out mit them without HIM~!
HAISH*

dunnoo why feelin so weird.
but after steamboat go bishan walkwalk den wait fer sherlyn mum to come den fetch her to hospital to visit her dad.
den send her home.
chatted again *

arghs*
den go east coast catch bear.
todae so unlucky cant catch any bear : (
sad.
den on the way back to jurong .
reach juron ler. sherlyn sae wanto go bomb toilet so we stop at spc. nearby my house there.
den xln cor him ..
den we went down to tuas..
happy to see him but never tok: (
hai* den went home after tad.

im feelin so miserable right now

JOLINE♥

1:02 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Monday, December 8, 2008

everything i kiip it in my h("v")eart.
u noe hw painful , to kipp so much thing in one hearT?
u noe ?
i guess u dunno~!
i FARKING MISS U ~!
3 DAYS I NEVER SEE U LIAO *
FARKING MISS U BADLY.
I MISS THOSE DAYS WE PLAE PSP .
I MISS THOSE DAYS WE CHAT TIL MORNING.
I SIM-PLY JUST MISS U ~!

JOLINE♥

11:02 PM

♥mydailesrants~

my heart feeling the painess right now , tad i dun get to see u .
my heart feeling the pinch of hurt tad when i dun receive ur msg.
i tried corling u when u are sad.
i tried corling u when u are unhappy.
but u didnt wanna answer.
cuz u are playin game.
u noe how much i feel lik telling u ?
u noe how much i feel lik toking to u ?
u noe how much when i get my first deal from my this job .
i wan u to noe the happiness i get.
but before i went for my appointment , u noe how worry im cuz of u ?
u send mi a msg saying u are upsad.
how i feel lik rushing down to ur home there to look for u .
i wanna mit u ..
i wanna tok to u ..
i wanna play psp with u ..
i wanna smoke with u ..
im moodless for everything , but for the sake of my future i get my self a day job.
for the sake of my family i continue working til now.
til now , i have no news of u yet.
morning u reply mi all those msgs is .....................................................
u noe how worried im ?
i cant explain to u how
worried im ..

i tink i realie fall for u ..
everything i do ,
how i wish i can let u noe.
feeling i have for u
how i wish u can noe.
but ..
....................
........................
..............................

i cant sae it out..
i farking miss u loads*
starting from todae,
im not goin to sae any vulgarities
im going to be a typical lian
im changin myself to
be a more totful and useful person .
im going to start from the scratch..
from the beginning onwards.

im going to change my self ,
for MYSELF .
i wanna see my self rich in the future not ,
been so easy down ..
im going to give my parents to tink
of my highly.
im not going to disappoint them.

give mi one and a half year.
i will do it

JOLINE♥

12:05 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Saturday, December 6, 2008

nice hor.
i steal it from my owner de tag
hahah

JOLINE♥

7:50 AM

♥mydailesrants~

went to enyouth yesterdae join company . im tired. trainin finish around 10+pm den headed to drinking place . hahas* yoshie drunk * some thing happened , ppl drugged something to my drink omg. i was lik .. arghs* quickly cor owner come and bring mi home . i slp while he driving. den he already reach my hse ler downstairs ler. but he dun wan wake mi up let mi rest 45 mins befere corlin mi up . and accompany walk up my house. * reach home , i was shivering and having headace lik freaking jia lat. knn. vomited lik holy shit !

he wanted to bring mi to hospital
but scared later doctor check dunno wad drug or wad shit
i kana ,
so he never bring mi go .

around 5+ am i wake up chat with him on the phone til now.
he playin his maple.
lol.

ahahas*

i uploaded this photo cuz of him whahahas*

JOLINE♥

7:36 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Friday, December 5, 2008

yesterdae mitt up with my dearest gf sherlyn at orchard swensen , she was ther with xln and owner. headed to partyworld with sherlyn and fanni her fren *
5-10
siinging
dancin
playing
drinkin chivas 12
omg*

dunchh like to drink chivas .
arghs*
happily happily

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO LONG NU ~
28 ALREADY * UNCLE LONG *

HAHA
KIDDING LARHS*
too bad u never touch ur cake at all .

my dearest scared mi to death last night ,
she having gastric yet drink , stil tummy hurts her loads.

went to hospital ..
during her checkup .
xln disturb mi and owner .
wad the fark*
arghs*

send fanni home den headed home : )
sweet home .
i miss my bed .

arghs*
going to clark quay for interview and briefing .
sians ~!

owner?
true feeling or crushy ?
crazy love ?
short time love?
maddness feeling'?

i dont noe : (
* photo wil be uploaded once again*