♥mydailesrants~ Monday, December 8, 2008
my heart feeling the painess right now , tad i dun get to see u .
my heart feeling the pinch of hurt tad when i dun receive ur msg.
i tried corling u when u are sad.
i tried corling u when u are unhappy.
but u didnt wanna answer.
cuz u are playin game.
u noe how much i feel lik telling u ?
u noe how much i feel lik toking to u ?
u noe how much when i get my first deal from my this job .
i wan u to noe the happiness i get.
but before i went for my appointment , u noe how worry im cuz of u ?
u send mi a msg saying u are upsad.
how i feel lik rushing down to ur home there to look for u .
i wanna mit u ..
i wanna tok to u ..
i wanna play psp with u ..
i wanna smoke with u ..
im moodless for everything , but for the sake of my future i get my self a day job.
for the sake of my family i continue working til now.
til now , i have no news of u yet.
morning u reply mi all those msgs is .....................................................
u noe how worried im ?
i cant explain to u how
worried im ..
i tink i realie fall for u ..
everything i do ,
how i wish i can let u noe.
feeling i have for u
how i wish u can noe.
but ..
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i cant sae it out..
i farking miss u loads*
starting from todae,
im not goin to sae any vulgarities
im going to be a typical lian
im changin myself to
be a more totful and useful person .
im going to start from the scratch..
from the beginning onwards.
im going to change my self ,
for MYSELF .
i wanna see my self rich in the future not ,
been so easy down ..
im going to give my parents to tink
of my highly.
im not going to disappoint them.
give mi one and a half year.
i will do it
