| im here for the lost of words..
mind filled with thoughts i cannot share.
hands type the words i shall not speak.
my gestures show my deepest secrets.
pitch black room,
i hide in the darkest corners.
dirty, untamed.
confusion, with a bit of anger.
frustrated with every move i make.
the old days..is what kept me alive.
i remember every moment..
every bit of happiness i had..
you were what kept me alive..
i stand here, lost of words..
i pray for your well being..
EVERYTHING I DO , I REMEMBER MY PAST ~!
| bleeding...
tears...
blood...
screams...
lonely night...
stare straight into my eyes
darkness
pitch black...
blank mind
it kills
suicide in my mind.
scared
afraid
terrified
all the fear in the world
within me.
raze
im down.
i cant stand
wont stand.
tired.
afraid
no words
just scared
disappearing
into the air
im gone.
lost.
no hope
no control
no destiny...
darkness in control.
lost with no more hope..
EVERYTHING IS GONE WHEN I BLINK MY EYES ~!
memories of you.
the pictures in my head.
our smiles and laughter
and your little temper...
little things i will always remember.
our little jokes
our little kisses when our friends arent lookin.
the song we sang
the pLACes we been to
the SMSes that we send each other
the days i at ur house
the dayS we go DRINK
THE DAYS WE SLACK TOGETHER
wow all the fun.
ours memories
keep playing over and over in my head.
cant seem to let go
the memories on replay
and the kisses will always show.
you held my hand
tight like you never wanted to let go.
hugged me like you forever wanted to hold
kissed me like a kiss could last forever.
memories of you
so sweet and tender.
memories of you
i shall always remember.
memories of you
shows we are no longer.
memories of you.
now letting it all go...
all the memories of you...
i leaving all my memories in the darkness
to start afresh with my personal life right now
i nt going to to bother wad happening round mi
i just going to bother bout my self
: )
everything have to go on without guys!
happye with myah life
i have my fren to be with mi ~!
| this is what i want.
i finally realized.
i wanna be alone in this world..
but why?
i puzzle myself, in this... struggle.
i want to be better.
but i push myself down.
i wanna see the world..
but i lock myself in my room.
i pretend like everything is fine.
i act all normal and say what you want to hear.
i make you happy.
and cheer you up when your down.
what am i?
i try to find myself as i move towards the black hole.
what am i doing?
killing myself.
i know it.
i feel it.
but no one is gonna stop me.
is all bout one person in my life ~!
the little special one ~!
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