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♥mydailesrants~ Monday, September 29, 2008

I NIDD PARTY GURLS TO WORK ~!

I NIDD DANCER ALSO !@

ANYONE ~

ELO~!

GIRL GIRL RESPONSE TO MI SOON OKAES

ASK MI FOR DETAILS ~!

*REQUIRED*

*DRESSCODE*

-* MINISKIRT*-

ANY COLOURS OF SKIRT

-* BOOTS*-

ANY BOOTS

TOPS* ANYTHING TOP WILL DO *

EX.BIKINI?

BRA?

SPAGE ?

TUBE ?

TANK TOP ?

CARDIGAN

LALAS*
THATS ALL~

JOLINE♥

4:25 AM

♥mydailesrants~

i guess i moved on..

thought bout you way to often.

now im just tired, and looking for love,

once again.

i thought i given up.

but when i least expect it,

it found me.

not in a way i expected it to be..

but still.. wonderful in its way.

i could never tell you,

'i like you'

just for the simple fact that..

im scared.

but i swear..

one day you'll know.

"I always knew I would look back on my tears and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry."

"Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away."

"If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I'd pray to God with all my heart, for yesterday...and you!

cuz i noe without u , i stil be mi ~!

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

"True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye."

JOLINE♥

2:59 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Sunday, September 28, 2008

im here for the lost of words..

mind filled with thoughts i cannot share.

hands type the words i shall not speak.

my gestures show my deepest secrets.

pitch black room,

i hide in the darkest corners.

dirty, untamed.

confusion, with a bit of anger.

frustrated with every move i make.

the old days..is what kept me alive.

i remember every moment..

every bit of happiness i had..

you were what kept me alive..

i stand here, lost of words..

i pray for your well being..

EVERYTHING I DO , I REMEMBER MY PAST ~!

bleeding...

tears...

blood...

screams...

lonely night...

stare straight into my eyes

darkness

pitch black...

blank mind

it kills

suicide in my mind.

scared

afraid

terrified

all the fear in the world

within me.

raze

im down.

i cant stand

wont stand.

tired.

afraid

no words

just scared

disappearing

into the air

im gone.

lost.

no hope

no control

no destiny...

darkness in control.

lost with no more hope..

EVERYTHING IS GONE WHEN I BLINK MY EYES ~!

memories of you.

the pictures in my head.

our smiles and laughter

and your little temper...

little things i will always remember.

our little jokes

our little kisses when our friends arent lookin.

the song we sang

the pLACes we been to

the SMSes that we send each other

the days i at ur house

the dayS we go DRINK

THE DAYS WE SLACK TOGETHER

wow all the fun.

ours memories

keep playing over and over in my head.

cant seem to let go

the memories on replay

and the kisses will always show.

you held my hand

tight like you never wanted to let go.

hugged me like you forever wanted to hold

kissed me like a kiss could last forever.

memories of you

so sweet and tender.

memories of you

i shall always remember.

memories of you

shows we are no longer.

memories of you.

now letting it all go...

all the memories of you...

i leaving all my memories in the darkness

to start afresh with my personal life right now

i nt going to to bother wad happening round mi

i just going to bother bout my self

: )

everything have to go on without guys!

happye with myah life

i have my fren to be with mi ~!

this is what i want.

i finally realized.

i wanna be alone in this world..

but why?

i puzzle myself, in this... struggle.

i want to be better.

but i push myself down.

i wanna see the world..

but i lock myself in my room.

i pretend like everything is fine.

i act all normal and say what you want to hear.

i make you happy.

and cheer you up when your down.

what am i?

i try to find myself as i move towards the black hole.

what am i doing?

killing myself.

i know it.

i feel it.

but no one is gonna stop me.

is all bout one person in my life ~!

the little special one ~!

JOLINE♥

9:11 PM

♥mydailesrants~

is ME , mie AND mi !!!

arghs

sianzation ,

well , seriously last mins transfer mi to ARENA and work

i was damm angrye bout it

but ferget it lar

wad to do ~!

nabei ~!!

angrye~!

joline and vale ~!

vale my partner for my day @t ARENA

HAHAS*

WELL , she OK :)

HAAHS*

lols*

PHOTOSESSION @T ARENA

LOLS~!

10.30PM - 4.30AM ~!

52GLASSES

*ARGS*

IM SORRYE JIELIANG ~!

CANT ENTER UR BIRTHDAE PARTY TODAE

TOO * BAD*

IMISSMYAHBUDDYJACKSON

NIGHTNIGHT ~!

I GOING FOR MY SWEET SLEEP

LOVE LOVE~!
IM SLEEPING~!

JOLINE♥

6:30 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Saturday, September 27, 2008

hey hey ~

im backk
hahah

actuali reach home long ago well

todae sales suck

arhhh~!

13 glasses onlie

haish*

den after work den go eat with jezzmin

omg

haha i tink alan going to kill mi off soonnN!!!

worst sales ever !!

i reach home JOEL just cor me

say tad my BROTHER is DRUNK

THANKS TO THAT GURL

OMG.

dont understand why u dun appreciate my brother?

haish*

i don wish to bother much larh

tired

but i just hope u treat my brother better

wellwell

my bro is DEAD drUNK

CRYING cuz OF HER @!

THINKING OF HER

MISSING HER

LOVE HER SO DEEEPLY

BUT END UP HE GETTING NOTHING AT ALL

HAISH*

POORR BROTHER

EVERYTHING WELL BE FINE AFTER AWHILE MY DEAREST BROTHER

Haish

joel and james stil at my house

they carried my brother home ~~!!

thanks

if nt i tink my brother will be alone at dbl O !!

haish*

dun even noe why my brother will become lik this

if tis continue on , i tink he going to get depression

sooner or later

haish*

how i wish i can help him solve everything

but , is too complicated

i dont no ware to start to solve the problem

wellwell

mitting dexter the idiot later for jogging !

at 3 pm

arghs*

working at night again

tml den myah offical off day

fcuk~!

im tired !!!

omfg !!

cuz of money i nid to work!!

arghs lalalalallaa*

photo of the day before and yesterdae : )

hey hey ~

im backk
hahah

actuali reach home long ago well

todae sales suck

arhhh~!

13 glasses onlie

haish*

den after work den go eat with jezzmin

omg

haha i tink alan going to kill mi off soonnN!!!

worst sales ever !!

i reach home JOEL just cor me

say tad my BROTHER is DRUNK

THANKS TO THAT GURL

OMG.

dont understand why u dun appreciate my brother?

haish*

i don wish to bother much larh

tired

but i just hope u treat my brother better

wellwell

my bro is DEAD drUNK

CRYING cuz OF HER @!

THINKING OF HER

MISSING HER

LOVE HER SO DEEEPLY

BUT END UP HE GETTING NOTHING AT ALL

HAISH*

POORR BROTHER

EVERYTHING WELL BE FINE AFTER AWHILE MY DEAREST BROTHER

Haish

joel and james stil at my house

they carried my brother home ~~!!

thanks

if nt i tink my brother will be alone at dbl O !!

haish*

dun even noe why my brother will become lik this

if tis continue on , i tink he going to get depression

sooner or later

haish*

how i wish i can help him solve everything

but , is too complicated

i dont no ware to start to solve the problem

wellwell

photo will be uploads

mitting dexter the idiot later for jogging !

at 3 pm

arghs*

working at night again

tml den myah offical off day

fcuk~!

im tired !!!

omfg !!

cuz of money i nid to work!!

arghs lalalalallaa*

JOLINE♥

7:14 AM

♥mydailesrants~ Friday, September 26, 2008

OMG

I CANT EXPRESS THE FEELING : WHAOOo~!

HE SIMPLY TOO CUTE AND PLATONIC HANDSOME

BUT , HE ATTACHED

HAHAHS*

THANKS FER HELPING ME TO BUY TAD WHOLE TRAY

SIMPLY ADDICTED

THE FEELING IS SIMPLY A MADDNESS

HAHA*

HIS NAME SUPER CUTE LOL

I DONT NOE IS NICK NAME OR WAD

WELL, I SHALL NOT SAY OUT HIS NAME

HAHAH*

WELL WELL

EVERYDAY GOT TO WORK

IM TIRED

BUT IM HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME

I CAN PLAE

EARN MONEY

I DRINK

JUST ONLIE THREE HOURS

AHAHS*

IS MORE DEN ENUFF*

TIRED

WELL

YESTERDAE WAS A MESS UP DAY AGAIN

FIRST DAY WE SOLD 96 GLASSES

YESTERDAE 60 GLASSES

OMG *

TODAE WILL BE BETTERRR

YEAHH~!

HOPE HE IS GOING THERE TONIGHT

I WISH I HOPE I MISS I WILL BE happy~!

JOLINE♥

12:50 PM

♥mydailesrants~ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hahaha..

mitt up with my little ger cynthia to imm

well

been years i didnt mit her le hor

been some times we didnt contact liao

suddenly chatted at msn

and i ask her out

to IMM

SUPPOSE TO MIT HER WITH YOSHI

ENDed up miting her alone

yoshi told mi she on the way to imm

ok ok

well , this cynthia nothing better to do .

wan to mit the dunno who larh

francis dunno POP out from ware .

ok fine so we mit him at second floor of imm

the sky garden there

while waitin fer him we took some photo

some stupid shot of wad we do : )

gloommiiee faceee

i love this photo loads.

ahbishhH~!

some little stunt that we do at imm

fine we waited but luckie we never wait fer her to eat

we both are so hungry
omg

so we plan to eat at long john

while walkin to long john dis little cyn told mi A BIG SECRET ~ which

. we broke into LAUGHTER

WE didnt bother MUCH liao

at the end when we was at long john

suddenly my mood swing to super ANGRY

due to some SMS and COR ~!

fark fark fark

never mind

in the end YOSHI bomb MI

well

she said , i tot u with ur fren

never mind larh u ger go ahead

i quarreling with gene

didnt even sae sorrye oh wad

jit tao no reply.

power to the max

I REPLY HER

WELL , even i not with wit my fren or with my frn u still going to give mi A BOMB

right?

i jit tao reply her KNNCB . LET MI WAIT SO LAR .

FARKING LONG SIAH CB ...

WELL , this is the first time i scold ger with vulgaraities

well , as usual i cor fruits attitude to COMPLAIN to him saying i was so ANGRYE

ONCe again , i didnt get my BEAUTY SLP

and i was so PISSSed OFF BY EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE

WELL WELL

WHILE smoking i pass the phone to cyn to let him tok to fruits attitude , cuz he wanna disturb my frn ok fine

i let him be

at the end cyn told mi he is LAME well , seriously HE IS A REAL LAMER

haha

after everything , the SMOKE the MEAL the TOKING we decided to go jurong east entertainment
so we went to take the shutter bus to there

well we waited for 20 mins

and same usual stuff i cor up fruits attitude to tok to him

well , some stuff some rubbish stuff once again

thanks to cynthia and fruits attitude to CHHEEERR MI UP
HAHAH
OKOK , SO THE BUS CAME WE BOARD THE BUS THERE`S A OLD UNCLE KIP MUMBLING TO HIM SELF AS IF HE OWN THE OWN BUS , U NOE WAD I DID I JUST ON MY MUSIC TO MAKE HIM SHUT UP

HAHAS . IRRITATIN MI !

WELL , THIS LITTLE CYN , ask mi to go aracade OK , fine we go .

we do stupid acts in there omg

bash the croahroace

step the spidder

bishi bashi game

datona

street fighter

lastly
oMG

para para

THANKs ar , PARA PARA make mi feel so PAISEH
she enjoy everything , but after the whole game i felt SO HAPPYE WITH HER SHE cheeer mi UP : )

SMOKE AGAIN

befer we go home

im so TIRED TIRED TIRED after EVERYTHING

CYN CYN , I LOVE GOING OUT WITH U , I GOING TO MAKE U SURE U FEEL PAISEH GOING OUT WITH MI THE NEXT TIME : ) LOVES U LOADS LARH * LITTLE GURL * MWACKS

YEAH , HOME SWEET HOME

I BATHE ALREADYE I COR FRUITS ATTITUDE TO CHAT WITH MI

HAHAH*

ONCE AGAIN SUDDENLY MY MOOD SWINGS TO ANGRYNESS AGAIN

NOT BECAUSE OF FRUITS ATTITUDE

IS BECAUSE OF ONE IDIOTICAL BOY WHICH I CAN SAID RETARDED IDIOTICAL

I PUT DOWN THE PHONE WITH HIM

CHAATTTED AT MSN WITH HIM AND CYN

WELL

AFTERALL i COR HIM BACK

CUZ MY MOOD BETTER LER

DUN WISH TO ARGUE WITH FRUITS ATTITUDE HE NOE WAD HAPPENS

WELL SO CHATTED AT MSN HE TRYIN TO CHEER MI UP

BUT I DO NOT HAVE THE MOOD TO LET HIM ENTERTAIN MI

HAAIS*

WELL , THE TIME IS AROUND 1015 PM i tok to fruits attitude on phone til don even noe wad time , i tink i fall asleep while toking to him

JOLINE♥

12:45 PM