♥ FREAKOZBABY * REBIRTH

hie everyone im back to this blog :)

2009-09-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

yoyox ,

relink this blog :)
back to this blog once again~! hahahha~!

UPDATE PLEASE

2009-04-13T01:08:00.001+08:00

TAKE NOTE .
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BUT IM CHANGING BLOG PLEASE RELINK EVERYONE :)

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2009-04-12T17:34:00.002+08:00

VICEROY MENTHOL THE LIGHTS OF MY LIFE.
hahah*

out with lewis tan jun wei , he come and fetch mi first den we go VIVO CITY and MIT willy .
walk over to st james the STATION KITCHEN to eat .
* fish head curry
* sambal kang kong
* hot plate to fu

den after dinner went to play lan game ( LEFT 4 DEAD @T parklane IRC ROOM )
den plae game for 1 hours plus den go watch FAST & FURIOUS 4 @t THE CATHAY .
haha* stil got 45 mins to go before our show start ok so we played
* 5 - 10 , chopstick , ji go bak , direction & last of all 2.0.5 HAH* all childhood games LOL * DEN Go smoke den go up to buy drinks .
saw alan first cor him never answer den i saw ah zai hah shout at him never heard den i cor his handphone lol den he walked over lastly saw minmin my darling .

lol * went in to cinema , i noe they watching the same show but so concidence sitting just the same roll with mi and lewis and willy lol .
ahaha* after movie go home * HOME SWEETTS HOME .

hahha* secret home sweet home.
ehs , reach home bout 4pm plus the next day lols go home changed and bathe he go mit GOH SHENGYE FIRST cuz he staying opp mi HAHAH* den we la kopie waiting for NOURENE LIAW PEIRU to changed and prepared first den go over FETCHED HER :)

ahah* went to ARENDA COUNTRY CLUB BUT TOO BAD no more BILLARD liaos , den go west coast RC and play .
lol 2 hours plus 48 bucks ~! lols DAMM EX LORS.

den we went over LAVENDER area eat dinner MY TREAT and NOURENE LIAW treat : ) .
cuz GOH SHENG YE PAY THE BILLARD : )
AT THE END LEWIS TAN JUN WEI give him money also , den he super PAISEH TO TAKE MONEY lol !~ hahahs

after dinner went to SELEGI - LIQUID GOLD PUB and drink~! lol **
willy join us too : )
den drink til 3++ am in the morning den go eat mac @t kallang haha*
talk and laugh lik the whole mac no one in theeree hahhah*
all CREDITS GO TO GOH SHENG YE hahah*
THE MOST CONTRIBUTION OF THE RUBBISH EVENTS TOKS LOL.

hOME sweet HOME `.

[[ * iim` sorrye mr lewis tan jun wei YESTERDAE make u PISSED OFF : ( ]]
[[ - * ；对不起 ]]

..

2009-04-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

.WAD HAPPENED TO MY LIFE.?
.SINGAPORE SO BORING.?
.IM GOING CRAZY EVERYDAE.?~!!!!

my daily rants and routine ,
smoking , eating , sleeping , drinking , toking , crazy stuns , thinking of wad to do each days,
damm~!!

no mood for club ,
no mood for pub ,
into chilling mood now ~!
thanks to lewis tan~! omg.
everydae chill at coffeeshop and others hang out place which got KOPI C ~! LOL

* updated *

2009-04-09T20:10:00.010+08:00

3 days never blog liaos.
GOOD IMPROVEMENT FOR MY DEAREST JIELIANG , NO MORE SWELLING AND SWOLLEN FASTER WAKE UP WE ARE STIL WAITING FOR U ~! : )
BEEN OUT WITH LEWIS SINCE SUN - WED ~

* CHILLING OUT AT JURONG , WEST MALL , ORCHARD , BUKIT TIMAH .
DRINKING COFFEE ALL DAY LONGG~!

* BILLARD , SHOPPING , COFF-ING , TOKING , SLACKING , EATING :)

THIS PHOTOS` BEEN QUITE A SOME TIME :)
JUST UPLOAD IT NIAHS.

H

P

WENT SUSHI WITH LEWIS ~! IM` RAW :p BLEAHS

TRYIN TO CHEER UP LEWIS THIS FEWS DAYS ~! ARGHH*
IT BEEN TOUGH~!

_|_ fcuk.

2009-04-06T12:06:00.001+08:00

MY LIFE IS IN A MESS RIGHT NOW ,
I MESS UP MY OWN LIFE .
DAM , GOIN OUT LIK NO ONE BUSINESS .
FCUK~! .

wad can i sae?

2009-04-06T11:41:00.003+08:00

the sickening irritatin part of this things i reallie wanna end it.
it beens months although u left mi alone without sayin anything anywords,
but im SORRYE i dun wish to tink of u anymore ,
i`m selling off THE PRESENT U GIVING MI
my NOKIE 8800 CARBON ARTE SAPPHIRE , i dun wish to kiip memories in my heart painfully.
SORRYE*

LIFE STIL GOES ON LIK A CHOCOLATE BOX HIDDEN WITH MANY OTHER SWEETS CHOCOLATES OF FAVOUR .
GUESS MY CHOCOLATES STIL CONTAINS MANY OTHERS FAVOUR I WANNA TRY ALL MY OTHERS CHOCOLATES :)
SPECIALS FAVOURS PLEASE LEAD MI ON TO BEAUTY AND SPECIAL LIFE~!

* times and times ,
i msged u , u no replied.
it give mi a feeling SAYING FORGET U PLEASE.
fine , im chatting with sherlyyn love right now ,
she say * U * SUDDENLY cor james and mit up.
hearing from her sae u kinda good life , alright KIP IT UP.

fine ,
im happy for u fews guys LIFE GOOD FOR U all.

IM the solely lonely littlegurl among u guys .
leaving u guys slowly in world , dun wish u guys to worried for mi .
my love sherlyn , im glad everything ok for u ,
getting engaged soon ler hors.
tkae kare loads.

goonna stop all feeling tad i have ,
to continue my life .
my lesson ,
my skools days without any feeelings.

be mi ,
be wad im,
be the little happy go lucky
LITTLEGURL
once again .

party lik a rockstar ,
study lik a skolgurl ,
dance lik a madgurl.

HAISH

2009-04-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

TODAE MORNING WENT TO HOSPITAL TO VISIT JIELIANG ,
DAM EARLI IN THE MORNING NO MOOD TO SLP .
WHEN WIT LINJING.

I DUN DARE TO IMAGINE HW HE BE LIKE ,
BUT ONCE I SAW HIM ,
MY TEARS FLOW ,
I NEVER IMAGINE A GOOD GUY LIK HIM HAPPENED THIS TYPES OF THINGS.
JIELIANG U GOT TO HANG ON THERE ,
EVERYONE IS PRAYING FER U NO MATTER WAD .
I RATHER U WAKE UP ,
I LET U DISTURB AND NAG,
I DO MISS THE WAYS U BRINGS US OUT TO PLAE AND DISTURB US ,
FASTER WAKE UP LEA.
I DAMM MISS U L0OADS~!

JIE LIANG U GOT TO HANG ON TIGHTLY. ~!
I BE GG DOWN TO VISIT U EVERYDAY~!

nothing much to comment

2009-04-03T05:04:00.002+08:00

nothing much better for us talked.
i let u chose ,
u have nothing to reply mi .
you just selffish.
you are being selffish.
earning money right now for your future is correct therefore a clap for u ,
knowing and thinking wad right for urself in future.
but i dun tink i can last with u til future .
i dun see the future in between us anymore.
there`s no much stuff for us to sae about.
tell her everything , dun tell mi anything.
that`s all..

if u think everything u are doing is right ,
tell her not mi .
im not your type of gurl.
we are same planet same world but DIFFERENT CHARACTER,
fine a ger who can ENDURE UR SELFISHNESS.
ENDURE UR BORINGNESS,
ENDURE UR WORK STUFF.

im NOT im NOT im NOT THE GURL FOR U ~!
IM JUST NOT UR TYPE OF GURL.

THIS TIME OF PERIOD IM NOT GG TO BOTHER WHAT U GOING TO DO ,
TIL ONE DAY U FIND MI SAYING U IN A RIGHT WAYS.
DOING THINGS THAT I LIK THIS FEWS DAYS ,
I WILL BE GOING TO HOSPITAL TO VISIT MY DEAREST JIELIANG ,
U CAN BE JEALOUS OR WADEVER SHIT ,
BUT NW I CARES MORE FOR MY FREN DEN U .

U SIMPLE DUN BOTHER BUSY TIL NO TIMES FOR MI , UP TO U .
im ALREADY USED TO IT THIS 8 DAYS .
IM NUMB IN MY HEART TIME AND SOUL.
NTHING GONA CHANGED MY FEELING FOR U BUT THERE`S SOMETING I NID TO SOLVE IT.
TO RESOLVE THE FEELING ,
TO DESTROY THE FEELING ,
BEFORE I FALL DEEPLY TO IT.

THAT`S ALL.

IF U REALI LOVE MI ,
U WILL CHANGED NOT JUST ASKING MI TO WAIT .
UNDERSTAND?

I GUESS NOTHING MUCH HEAL MI RIGHT NOW,
FEELING DAM SUCKS.
I ADMIT I LOVE U , BUT TO A EXTEND I GOT TO STOP EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.

* I WANNA DO THINGS TAD MAKE U HATE MI ,
CLUB LIK NON OF UR BUSINESS ,
DANCE LIK NOT UR PROBLEM ,
SHOP TIL IM HAPPY ,
FORGETING BOUT U ,
GOING OUT WITH FRENS , TIL IM CRAZY.
DRINK TIL I TOTAL FORGET BOUT U .

HOPE I REALIE CANNOT MANAGE MY LIFE WITHOUT U ,
A GUY LIK U JUST A WASTE OF MY TIME.
A GUY LIK U JUST MAKES MI PISSED OFF ALL TIME.

GIVE MI A ANSWER .
I WILL JUST SCREAM SINGLEHOOD BACK TO MI ASAP.
LEAVE MI WITH A ANSWER ASAP.
I HOPE EVERYTHING BE FINE FOR MI DAYS WITHOUT U .

takekare

2009-04-03T00:38:00.005+08:00

MR JIELIANG *

http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4136,197810,00.html

Be bRave , hanged on there.
im sure you can make it .
although u are in criteria staage now.

hanged on , life still goes on .
i noe u are trying to help ppl ,
DURIN a accident but
while helping ,A BLOODY TAXI driver hit u ,
landed u at SGH ~!
i was SHOCKED TAD ur cOUSin rang mi up just now.
i shall visit u tml~!
* miss those days u disturb mi ,
faster wake up and disturb mi okaes.

i let u disturb non stop okaes*
wake up ~!

miss yah~!
HANG OKOK .
i noe u are brave ~!

ANYONE THAT NOE JIELIANG AKA SAMUEL
PLEASE VISIT HIM
AT
ICU (SGH)
BLOCK 5 LEVEL 2
WARD 52B WARD 1
THANK ~!

seventh days

2009-04-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

wake up @t 4am todae cant slp after i woke up ,
so play com til 7+am den go bathe den eat breakfast den i go skol .
so tired.
although in my heart , im sad cuz of u , but when i reached school , i felt happy.
my teacher and somegurls always make mi laughs.
after skol , mit peiru and rum a@t orchard.

arghs*
walk walk , shop shop , eat eat , slack slack , smoke smoke , tok cock ahahs*
* gurls aways lik tad .
argh*
spend load of money todae dam omg.
frustrated angry sadness makes mi spend money always.

just reach home .11.45pm.
wanted to go power house ,
but nevermind larhs.

lasie.
relaz at home ~!

myheart.is.sinking.in.to.sadness~!

theseventhday

2009-04-01T06:13:00.003+08:00

APRIL FOOL DAY ~~~!
is just a normal day.

days without seeing u so struggling through out my days.
is lik there no sunshines in my life right now.
ii wann the gloomy happiness that u give mi before ,
ii wann the sun and star that u always give mi ,
tease mi , make fun of mi whenever we always together.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession,
everybody wants it, everybody seeks it,
but few ever achieve it,
those who do will cherish it,
be lost in it,
and among all,
never... never forget it.
i will never ever forget those days we are happily together ,
rather den this fews days sadness been thru mi .
although ,
right now everything of mi u can see thru ur eyes and minds,
i cant hide anything from u ,
u noe wad im thinking from the starting til now.
but i hardly understand wad u are thinking ,
ur mind is twisting and turning around lik a world ,
that i reali think wad u thinking .
seems lik u are not hiding facts from mi ,
but time apartness of us ,
busy aggresive in work ,
stretch our love ,
far apart.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, ( words of honeymoon )
Pain of love lasts a lifetime.( when we struggles our love between each others)

Friends will keep mi sane,
Love could fill my heart,
A lover lik u can warm my bed,
But lonely is the soul without a YOU .
i nid frenz ,
but i nid u more den them ,
cuz u are the one ,
i wan to spend time with ,
fren are the one ,
that they are there to be concern for each others ,
but ,
they cant give the love as u gave mi ,
is different things ,
is different topics ,
is the different feelings between FRENZ AND YOU~!.
FRENZ give mi concern and cares , happiness enjoyable chilling session hang out time~!
YOU give mi love , hugs ,kiss , happiness , crazy moments and nuts feeling for u ~!

silly , the difference you see in here .
is two different types of ppl i nid .
although parents gave love ,
but the one who grow with mi,
is not my parents ,
not my frenz.
is you.

* i realie hope u think what u going to do ,
wad u going to chose. from this moment on.
* dragging things , cant apparently control every limits and step of us.

one party therefore wil be hurt deeply down the heart.
you noe the feeling sux , of sinking down the heart.
especially when feeling are getting deeper ,
and suddenly one of us just walked away ,
the FEELING REALI taste BADLY. ~!

THISFEW`SDAYS,

i tink we wont be mitting up again ,
i nid to calm down ,
u nid to tink clearly.

FIRST CHOICE , we be SAME AS USUAL .
SECOND CHOICE , we be CLOSE FRENE.
THIRD CHOICE , let it be.
FOURTH CHOICE , forget everything.

i said all i got to said already to u todae.
i noe it makes u heart break for wad i said todae.
but did u ever noe but my feeling is worst den u.
to brought up the topics from my mouth and heart.
i didnt expect i would sae all things from my heart,
the first time.
words of break up im the one suggested it.
this reali my first time to sae BREAK UP to u to the first guy among all my ex that i REALIE LOVE.
in the past i did not mention BREAK UP this two words to my ex guys that i reali love .
i wil STRUGGLE TO THE END OF THE RELATIONSHIP TIL THEY SAE BREAK UP.
but for u ,
my heart is sinking deeply.
sinking badly.
feeling hurt.
dam irritated by things u do.

you may think is a APRIL FOOL message ,
but im not joking about it.
STRUGGLING will never give a DEFINE ANSWER OUT TO IT~!
STRUGGLING LOVE , is damm frustrated irritating crazy BONKERS FEELING OF ALL.`!

dayswithoutyou

2009-03-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

6dayswithoutmiitingyou.
theSIXTHday.

♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥

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♥ BENSON ♥

♥ NG ♥

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todae is the sixth day i did not mit you already.
you been so busy in your work and some ting else.
i dunno what`s wrong with mi ,
to message you that msg todae.
i noe is hard to let you go ,
but im trying to give in more den i could this fews weeks.
life without u , i stil continue with sadness.
life with~! u , i continue with HAPPINESS.
the different of having u and not having u .

you said , you love mi yet you are busy with your stuff.
but have u ever know my feeling`s ,
til evening den you noe my whole feeling ,
i noe in your position is hard for u to spare time for mi ,
work and work.
* other things too *
but , i reali fcuking MISS U BADLY .
days without seeing u ,
i have no one to turn in ,
i have no one to hug mi to slp ,
i have no one to play with me til dawn ,
i have no one to bully .
u noe the feeling dam sux.
when im bored im think of u .
thinking of those days i pinch u
tickle u lik madness in my bed.
hug u tightly lik a soft toys.

u`r the one i niid most.
u`r the i niid now.
u`r the one i nid to endure my boringess.
u `r the one i wanna hug
u`r the one i wanna kiss
u`r the one i wanna bully :(

but
u`r not here with mi this 6 days~!

imissu

2009-03-30T05:38:00.005+08:00

Although , this few`s days i kip going out with my frenz ,
i did nt ferget bout u ,
i kiip u in my heart that always a thing for mi to .
i noe u busy with your things ,
i got nthin to sae much .
everything u do right now ,
i noe is fer ur future .
im glad ,
that u are thinkin bout ur future nt playin .
hopefully , everything go well for you .
no corruption during ur work stuff.
that`s all.
LAST MET * THURSDAE @T JURONG POINT . haish*
3 days we haven mit .
fcukin miss u badly u noe .

imissyourhugs,
imissyourkiss,
imissyoubringingmiout~!!

is hard for mi to be alone ,
cuz im not working .
onli you are working right now.
i fcukin dam bored at home,
and u noe i cant stay at home whole day
i will go INSANE
u noe that.

Everytime when im thinking bout something ,
u are always there to guess wad am i tinking
this fews days without u ,
no one able to noe wad am i tinking
u noe.
the feeling is just FCUKIN MISSING U WITHOUT MI ~!
i hope everydae u be here with mi ,
through day n night.

arghs*
just cant wait to hug u badly : (

i wanna hug u badly~!
always ur one and BOSTER .
ur little boster~!

haish*
just now mit up with lirong when i wake up
as usual mit at the old place of our`s
the garden nearby our place.
as usual we slack two hours plus always.
dam fcuking long never mit her ler.
haha*
hope she getting well ,
jia you for ur SLIMMING SESSION ronggiie ahah*
that ur wish : )
JIA YOU okaes : )
ahah*

she so busy at her boyfren hoouse this fews months
once in a blue moon back to jurong liao she
ahah*

sooner later become housewifeyy of YAOMING hhaha*
faster get married larhs ,
lol ~!
haah*
RONGGIEE see my blog dun nag i siao arh lol
ahha*

boonkiat join us around 11.30pm haha*
ronngiee cor him down , damm funny ..
slack hahah .
he kip asking us got gurls intro not lol
sae wan settle down asap .
diaos*
ahha*
kan chiong larhs u boon kiat
CHEER UP : )
DUN BE SAD.

although my brother and edwin all are busy
i guess u are stil in their heart okok

i miss the whole group ,
containin of tian xiang & gf , edwin , ben , candy , and the rest of them
those days are damm MMEMMORIIES IN MY HEART
especially AHYI , although u lefted us ,
u will stil be in our heart for life time til we are dead.
love u dam loads~!

last of all
i fcuking miss u my silly ~!

anyway , thinking of opening chalet this 21st birthdae of mine
haha*
stil thinking which chalet should i open at haha*

lots of things , i wanna sae to u .
but , ferget it , im nt gg to sae at my blog :X

i dunch care u go plan fer my birthdae ,
ahah* lols*

wahha*
dun even noe can we last til my birthdae not.
LOL : x
HOPE U DUN SEE THIS SENTENCE lols~!
waha
if nt u gg to SMACK MY BUTT once again
never failed to SMACK MY BUTT ALWAYS ~!

DAMM U ~! LOLS

♥his favourite♥
♥- eat & eat
♥- stuff mi with food
♥- dun let mi slim down
♥- wan mi to be fat
♥- hit my butt always when he mit mi
♥- chase mi to sleep always
( cuz he always sae i slp so late)
haha*
♥- remind mi to go skol always
♥- dun let mi smk so much
♥- dun quarrel with parents

♥her favourite♥
♥- never failed to make him pekchey
♥- never failed not to slp so late
♥- love to smoke loads of cig
♥- lik to slim down
( HE DUN LET CUZ SAE NT GD TO HUG )
♥- LIK TO BITE , PINCH , BEAT HIM
♥- DUN Lik to eat so much
♥- loves movies
♥-going out with him
♥-hug him dam TIGHTLY ~~

thinking what should i do this week ?
transfer money to sherlyn*love.
anyway , i change my skol timetable le.
tue , wed and thur
9am=1pm
haha*
i stil own my big brother his birthdae present.
hmmm.
dye my bottom part of my hair black .
tinking whether wan perm hair not.
* but tink silly dun let mi perm : (
arghs*

my class 3 license i will be baack wait fer mi ~!hahah*
cannot take 2b license liao , silly dun let : (

arghs*
must re-do my u.o.b bank account.
dunno wher the hell i throw my card.
fcuk .
stil planning for my thai trip ,
cuz sherlyn ther i tink i nt gg ler ,
exams days.

♥WATCH MOVIES♥
♥unborn
♥shopholic
♥hotelsfordogs
.
sadly , i cant get to slp now ,
always likdart
haish*
damm , TODAE MONDAY BLUES ,
LUCKY I NO SKOL .
BUT WAD SHOULD I DO ?
DAM FCUKIN BORED.

SKOL ON TUE - THURS
NOT WORKING ANYMORE.
DAM FCUKED UP BORING

SOMEONE PLEASE TEL MI ,
WAD SHOULD I DO?
GET A DAY JOB?
BUT HARD TO FIND DUE TO MY SKOL ~!
AGHHS~!
HELP MI PLEASE.

HAHAH

2009-03-29T20:15:00.001+08:00

hahahs , yesterdae mit nourene liaw around 9 bahs @t jurong point
haha* went to lai lai and eat ~! lols. $40 bucks haah* but we cant finished the food.
lols*
there a lot of weird ppl , hahah* if u guys were there u sure laugh , wad the fcuk is the couples over there doing kip taking photo of tables , sppoon , chairs , foods and many more lol
wahahahha* make mi laugh lik idiot lol~!
ahah* den after dinner we was tinkin ware to go .
kip changin plan..
wanted to go watch movie , clubbing , a lot larhs .
at the end we tink of driving out , haha* go home and take the aunt keys and drive out
the feeling dam SHIOK ARHS lols* LURBE driving haha* drive to jia wen house downstairs ask him drive us to orchard. cuz a lot of tp.
scared later kanaa ,,
hhaha*
at orchard when we was about to leave to tanjong pagar i drive the car reverse and park infront of alan car nearly bang to a motorist haha* nearly i check blind spot lucky. jia wen they all was stil sayin will she stop the car >? lol ahahaha* SO FUNNY LO ~!
the feeling of driving nice:P

haah* reach tanjong pagar le , suppose to fetch vic , nourene cousin end up ppl fetch him home ler . we headed back to nourene house and park de car back
slack at her house downstairs de playground
- mi ,
- nourene ,
- alan ,
- jia wen
last all of , the big student hahaA* he cant regonise mi i didnt bother bout him
til nourene tok to him lol
hahh*

went home around 5+ am tired.
*

life on crazyness

2009-03-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

everything , not beyonds my controls and limits ,
if one day i reali got to chose what i wan and to be with who,
i dun reali think is your problem anymore right.?
cuz i cant realie think what you are thinking.
anymore , we do not have commons things to tok about this fews days.
everything i sae , u not happy.
everything u do , i fcuking pekchey~!

we two live in DIFFERENT world.
we are DIFFERENT SOUL.

i hardly CLUB , but whenever i wanna go club , there u go LIK A GRANDPA nag and nag non stop REMIX. dun feel it tiring arhs?
you can go out , why cant i ?
why cant i go out and relax and dance?

i noe u are selffish , you thinkin of ur self nt for mi ~!
haish* i reali cant stand you lol.
this fews days i nt gg to mit u anymore , GO THINK FOR YOURSELF , HOW U TREAT MI .
things are nt ggoing to work out til u let in fews more step.

i hate it ~!!

ღ♥ღ ☆ fcuked up☆ ღ♥ღ

2009-03-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

ღ♥ღ ☆ fcuked up☆ ღ♥ღ

My LIFE totally seems to be CONTROL byah u .
Everything i wanna do , I CANT ~!
I SIMPLY DONT LIKE IT ALL U NOE ~!
Controlling myah life u Simply cant get HAPPINESS from mie .
YOU will just destroy every SINGLE laugh from mi .
YOU wont hear a SINGLE * laughness from MIE *
I WARNED YOU.

DUN simply think that, CONTROLLING MY LIFE ,
WILL EVER GIVE U HAPPINESS.
im not GIVING IN TO YOU.

YOU cant Accompany mi at all times ,
YOU cant spare any single time for mi on WEEKEND ,
YOU cant even bother what my LIFE GOING ON .
YOU cant even handle my MOOD WHEN IM DOWN . ~!

SERIOUSLY, i tink you niid to wake up your BLOODY THINKING ,
about treating mi .
im not a BARBIE DOLL for you to play with ~!
im just a simple gurl ,
dun ever treat or think mi lik a GURL without FEELING`s okae.

if you think im those GURLS for u to throw around your temper ,im SORRY you are WRONG.
LET`s see .
YOUR TEMPER OR MY ATTITUDE STRONGER ,
be it to try mi on.

You can go out til late.
Although u telling mi you working ,
fine u work i dun say anyything about it.

LAST NIGHT WE SUPPOSE TO WATCH MID NIGHT MOVIE
* UNBORN *
U SAE IT URSELF , TO ACCOMPANY MI WATCHED END UP WAD HAPPENED.
U REACH HOME ASKED MI TO GO REST EARLI I WAS LIK WAD THE FCUK WITH U ,
TOT WE GG TO WATCH MOVIE
u just REPLIED
" I`M SORRY , I`M TOO TIRED , I FORGET ABOUT IT "
WAD A NICE REPLY.

-[ conversation MI & U ] -

TODAE I WAKE UP , I RECEIVE no MSG`s from u
i msged u when i wash up finish ,
u reply mi damm long after i send two sms to u .
u reply mi , SORRY I DIDNT SEE UR MSG
I DIDNT NOE MY HP RING.
wad the fcuk~!
ok .
so i ask u later u free not.
u replied hmm now accompany fren lea , the one i told u the wife going to DIVORCE with him de. beri kelian . must accompany him .

fcuking PEKCHEY with u right now.
mean u HAVE NO TIME FOR MI LARH TODAE.
ya lors , i scar3d he do silly things so must accompany him
fcuk this wad u replied mi .
okaes sua~! nthing to sae.

i go club liao .
U REPLIED MI *" DONT GO TIL SO LATE HOR TODAE " .
FCUK , everything i wanna do i wanna go , u wanna stop mi from been happy.
u are outside with ur fren why I CANT GO OUT ENJOY my self?
damm u ~!

aint u selffish at all ?
u can go out why cant i ?
u have no time for mi ,
is it wrong tad i go out?
* siting bikes
* siting cars
* playin billards
* watch movies
* clubbing
* drinking
*slacking?

WITH FRENS* girl and boys.

DUN FCUKIN MAKE ANY SINGLE NOISE WHEN U ARE UNABLE TO ACCOMPANY MI .
DUN FCUKIN COMPLAIN INFRONT OF MI .
YOU HAVE NTHING TO SAE U ARE RIGHT .~!
EVERYTHING YOU DO ,
YOU DO IT WRONGLY~!

* B.N.G.J

..

2009-03-27T00:54:00.003+08:00

you always forget what i said to u.
you always forget what u suppose to do.
you always forget you nid to mit mi in the middle of the night.

* you YOU you * ~!

ALWAYS TELLING MI FORGET , BUSY , TIRED.~!
THIS THREE WORDS IM FCUKING TIRED OF HEARING IT ANYMORE.
TODAE WENT JURONG POINT TO MIT U FOR LUNCH ~ ,

FIVE MINS - ONE CALLS.
DAMM , U ARE LIK FUCKIN BUSING , why stil ask mi out?
to SPARE U TIME , OR TO ACCOMPANY U ROT~!

AFTER MEAL , u are the one who sae wan play games larh
wan watch movie larhs
dun wan to watch dun wanto play game also u larh*
TELL MI LARHS?
WAD TO SATISFIED U ?

FCUK~!
u dunno wad am i tinking ,
i dun reali wish to flood u with * COMPOSITION OF MSGES QUARRELING EACH DAYS *
i HATE THE FUCKING IRRITATING THING I GOT TO DO EACH DAY ,
KIP SAYIN U LIK IDIOT ~!.
i dam pekchey de u noe ~!

IM A GOOD GURL TODAE

2009-03-26T03:43:00.003+08:00

HAHAH*
yeahs , didnt break my promise todae : ) to someone .
promise to stay at home todae .
although is LADIES NIGHT haha*
aint tat good.

did pedicure for my two littles ones .
*RACHEL & WILYN*
AFTER DINNER we came home did it
haha*

did a make up for WILYN also , she so CHIO with make up shall upload it tmlo.
cuz im just here to type some stuff niahs*

although i promise someone i wont go out , but 12am i got a cor from james and sherlyn askin mi which club or pubs is UNDERAGE de ,
i asked them wad happened they WONT suddenly ask mi this,
so they tOLD Mi that LINGLING * WENT MISSING I WAS SO STUNT , took a cab down CLARK QUAY and mitt both of them ~!
i was so hurried down .

sherlyn told mi nt go , but she my LOVE and her sister gt problems i cant leave her alone , went down helping them searched around
places we went
*CLARK QUAY
* WALK DOWN TO
* BOAT QUAY
* JAMES CAR TO ARAB STREET
* JAMES CAR TO CINILEASURE we cant manage to find her
: (
haish*

jie liang came to mit mi ,
so they ask mi to chat with jie liang they continue searching
* they headed to
* EAST COAST
* LASTLY , PASISRIS .

hope they found her , baH*
jie liang send mi home : )
in the car kip disturb mi .
jie liang also kinda of suai todae.
went in msia alone ,den been caught and locked up due to a packet of cig he bought he didnt manage to smoke cuz it is RAINING and the fcukin officer charged him of not declaring cig.
haish* dam suai him * THERE IT GOES $ 500 ~! DIAOS*

see him drive SUBARU STI , lanlan charged him + GOT ANG KONG .
wad the fcuk~!
fcuker lors. ~!
den he go gamble , lose nearli to $ 3000 diaos.

i tink he sot liaos,
when i reach home he msg mi night panda .
i was tinking about * STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER * the first one to named mi with LITTLE PANDA , seriously i miss the msges , cors , psp timing for games , lakopie seesssion with him ~ bringin mi places to go .
haish*

NO ONE CAN EVER COR MI LITTLEPANDA ANYMORE EXCEPT FOR * HIM *
I DO MISSES HIM THIS FEWS MONTHS , YESTERDAE I MSG HIM * HOW ARE YOU ? * NO REPLY . HAISH*

HAISH , thanks for all those memories i had ,
even the handphone u bought for mi as a xmas gift after a long time ,
actualli i wanted to sell , but end up i didnt cuz i realise is a PRECIOUS GIFT FROM U ~!
I HAVE NOTHING ELSE FROM U , BUT JUST A PHONE .~!!!
IT`S A PRECIOUS GIFT I EVER RECEIVE IN MY WHOLE LIFE ,
ALTHOUGH IS NOT WORTH MUCH ,
BUT THIS PHONE IS THE EXPENSIVE PHONE TAD I NEVER EVER WANA GOT , BUT
U GAVE IT TO MI THAT`S WHY I TREASURE IT LOADS

OUT WITH JIELIANG

2009-03-25T04:09:00.002+08:00

haha* todae after skol , when out witt jie liang.
to collect his car den go do things , had our dinner at PLAZA SINGAPURa wanted to watch THELEGENDOFCHUNLI @t p.s AT THE END TOO MUCH PPL SO WE WENT OVER TO BALASTIER AND WATCH THE SHOW.
after tad mit up with raymond @t payalebar GRANDLINK play LEFT 4 DEAD , omg kip dying
play til pek chey .
den we three went down BOAT QUAY and nua with the rest of them , ah boy they all~! haha*
den left boat quay around2+ go WEST COAST MAC and mit my dearest sis NOURENE and AH DON the uncle haha
had a great day with jieliang.
making mi LAUGH THE whole day*

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我好想你只到吗?

2009-03-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

我很想你,真的很想你.只到吗?....
i miss the way u hug mi ,
i miss the way i cuddle on bed u hug mi,
i miss those days we play lik crazy at west coast mac.
i miss those days reallie much ~!

remember the first day we met , happily laughin away .
tok non stop .
go crazy on bikes .
no one bothers.
remembering all those things we done before.

things are getting so differently this fews days .

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains this few`s days ,
*JEALOUSY* around my sight.

My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark ,
no matter wad i do .
even in my dreams i tink of u .

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd would never been able to let u go , cuz i love u lik no one else does.

u dunch even let mi to slim down always , if nt u gg to sae u gg to hug a bone den mi
omg. i remember all those things u said .
but u always forget things tad i said.
u noe .
i been missing u so much this f3ws days ..
reali.haish one week never mit u already .
haish~!
missing u badly..

just quarrel with my mother.
fcuk.
everytime, daddy not at sg ,
we two sure quarrel lik fcuk.
dam shit.
i lost my money due to buy food fer her dropped my money dunno at ware.
fcuked.

* silly , dun u think u have no time for mi.
fcuk i dam hate the feeling.
everyweekends i nid to find my own programs.
dun u tink , im suffering ..~!

mi n aloy

2009-03-23T01:44:00.002+08:00

HAHHA* nthin better to do at sundae night ,
so let`s webCAMM hahha* lols..

@T POWERHOUSE WEDNESDAE ~! AHAHHAS

FCUKED.

2009-03-23T00:27:00.006+08:00

THIS FEW`S DAYS PHOTO ~! ENJOYEDDD

this few`s days kip watchin movie with nourene .
omg
three days movie~! fcukkk happpy~! lurbbbeeeeeeeeeeeee.

mi and my smal bro`s gf

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAE FEDILIA :)

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAE JASON :)
HOPE U ENJOYED UR BIRTHDAE CELEBRATION , DRINKING SESSION AND BIRTHDAE SESSION .. BIRTHDAE BASHED.
* CELEBRATED UR BDAE BY
- JOAN
- JAMES
- JOEL
- JAC-HEAL ( RACHEL )
HAHAHAH*
WHEN CYCLING , BBQ-ING ~! LOLS..

☆ starry days and nights without you by myside ☆

2009-03-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

i looked out of my windows everynight , to look at those shinning stars ☆ , while smoking .
you are not here with mi this fews days , i been fcuking bored each passing days without u by myside.Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away. i will always miss u but i can tell u YOU ARE NOT OUT OF MY SIGHT . imissyoumydearestsillyass.~!

NOW IM JUST SITTING DOWN INFRONT OF MY COM , I was staring on my cellphone and wondering what is the best words to express how i feel but i couldnt find one because u have occupied my mind all the time...all that i know is, im thinking of you.
waiting for u to wake up and reply mi `!

"Mysterious love from you, uncertain treasure that u will show and give it to mi
Hast thou more of pain or pleasure!happiness sadness is all inside this MYSTERIOUS("v')LOVE~"

我好想你只不知道我的SILLY.ASS.BOY我好想你。

2009-03-21T06:31:00.002+08:00

我好想你只不知道我的SILLY.ASS.BOY我好想你。

我真的好想你卻感到無耐
一直深信當初的你對我是真心的

I appreciate things you do , silly.
you dun niid to tell mi u meeting hu at ware all this unless i ask u .
anyway , i felt happy u told mi all those things which i never ask .
hars.
im not those ladies that will bother bout ur personnal hanging outs with ur frens.
but , sometimes when u told mi something , i was thinking about something ,
but i just dunch wish to sae it out to u ,
cuz i noe if i tell u ,
we two sure argue over it.
i rather chose to kip silence in some ways.
so , dunch blame me for that ,
i dun wish to argue alright .

AWAITING , for next week *MOVIE with u again ~! *
*-[[ coming soon]]-*
x.our second movie .x
our first movie was the *MYBLOODYVALENTINE*

thursdae n fridae.~!

2009-03-21T06:19:00.004+08:00

*FAINTING SOON~!

omg , from the thursdae i wake up @t 12 til todae noon around 2pm den sleep. fcuk. im damm shag ~! when to nourene house in the mornin cuz we two cant slp . den go eat breakfast den go buy hair dye and dye top of my hair BLACK * FIRST TIME haha* bottom i leave it as normal GOLD hahah* .

after tad go jurong point walk walk den go back her house and slp den i go work. last mins. fcuk* .
after work mit her go watch movie . the show was damm nice . *RACE TO THE WITCH MOUTAIN* kinda a sad and brave story i love it : )

den HOME SWEET HOME : ) >.<

should i sell my hp

2009-03-18T17:26:00.002+08:00

thinking whether to sell my hp or not. haish .
although is a XMAS GIFT from him , but . nw we never contact ler.
dunch noe whether wan sell not ~! some one save mi please?

answer ; IM NOT SELLING AWAY ALREADY CUZ MUMMY BOUGHT MI A PHONE NOKIA 5800~! LOVELOVE : )

mysillyass.

2009-03-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

yesterdae silly ass came over my place last night when i just reach home around 12am .
silly ass came over my place around 1am . he used my bro`s com to do somethings , after tad den he play left 4 dead , leave mi alone watching tv beside him in my brro`s room.
den around 3am den he finished he game den accompany mi inside my room~! ..
watchin tv. haha silly ass n my smal bro * LIK DAM GD FREN OMG* faints.
*JEALOUSY IN THE SKY * hahah no la kidding
im happy this fews days thanks to silly ass. ~!

sat night my silly ass also mit mi at nite.
cuz cynthia darling at my hse . den we went out. dam pek chey with a guy . idiotical marons.~! hahas.den silly ass can pick mi up den cyn with mi den go find cyn fren idiot dunno jurong area. we are lik playin catchin at jurong hahas den headded to WEST COAST MAC eat.
silly ass ask mi wad i wan to eat , i REPLIED HIM * HAPPY MEAL : ) * jahaha.

den after my meal we went into the west coast park and plae hahas* mi and cynthia lik smal girls.~!
hahahsh*silly ass so funny .. make mi laugh non stop when we was walkin around the park~ i noe his last weakness cute little ass boy hahash , den he accompany mi til 6.30am he went home .
lovelove ~!

nevertheelesssimissyou~!

2009-03-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

You call it madness, but I call it love.

Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me

Love is a promise; from each other,
love is a souvenir ; from god above,
once given never forgotten,
never let it disappear; unless u break my heart.

Love is patient, love is kind.
as long u treat mi good.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
as long as the truth within each other.
happiness be there no matter wad.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

FRIDAY THIRTHEE

2009-03-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

ONCE AGAIN , TODAE IS FRIDAY THIRTEEN! IM WORKING LATER AT 8PM TO 2AM .
OMFG~! LET GET HIGH AND DRUNK TODAE .
NO ONE BOTHERS BOUT MI ~!

LET PARTY TIL IM DRUNK!~ BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

* BE CONTINUE AFTER WORK :)

Thursdae DREAMS

2009-03-13T16:15:00.003+08:00

went to imm to get my stuuff with ryn . den go mit my dearest baby at outram for tattoo session .
hahas . put my small littles round tattoos on my hand.
lols*
gg back to complete my back tattoo soon follow by my leg.
haish* den go eat with baby n her two fren den i rush home cuz ben reach my house downstairs already waiting for mi while i go home take helmet change all this.
den decide to go find my small brother they all play number ball after tad around 1am we finish playing number ball they wan see justin bike okok lors. go see lors but end up my small brother dun wan buy his bike cuz the condition veri jia lat.
hmmm. den la kopi awhile at clementi den go home liao ben send mi home while my brother they all take cab.
reach home downstairs as usual tok smoke den go home .
FCUK THE FEELING HE GIVE MI IS JUST AS THE SAME AS *HIM*
FCUK

EVERYTHING , MY NEXT CHAPTER OF HELL LIFE !

I HATE IT.
LAST NIGHT I CRIED.
I SHED~!

neverendingNIGHTMARES`

2009-03-13T15:52:00.004+08:00

thuk sing thuk thii naeh nawn, nan lae KHEM .
mai raehk wehlaa.

* im so angry , * im so sad.
*-[ fcuking emo ]-*
why is it always same .?
OMFG.
* -[[ THIS FOR U ]]-* .-unoewhuuare-.
khwaam rak khun , taeh khun mii faehn laeo.
thaa chaa yaa khwaam rak khun chan ca mai thaam kiaw kap yaang sombuun pramaan khun.

hw i wish i can take drugs get high and ferget EVERYTHING ~!
is impossible .
FCUK I HATE THE FEELING .
FCUK I HATE THIS PART A LOT .

i noe a bloody VAMPIRE lol

2009-03-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

HAHAH*

missing POSTS .
previously.. fews days back.
on saturdae, wake up by phone calls and msges.

*a guy name BENSON .
haa* i cor him BEN larhs.
noe him from tagged.
he * renamed by mi as THE BLOODY VAMPIRE LOL * hahhas

suppose to mit him around 12+ pm on sat but i wake up around 2+pm ..
den bathe hao ler everything suppose to mit at 3.30pm downstairs my house end up mit 5.30pm cuz due to the heeaavyy RAIN ON THAT DAY..
ahahs he came and fetch mi .. den we went to marina square.. eat and watch * MY BLOODY VALENTINE * but too badd marina square dun have 3D version sad larhs : (
dun have 3D VERSION i watch ler damm er xin de show los.

after tad , we went to pump petrol den go amk central mit my gf , CHERYL ..
but never go anyware after tad cuz , BEN is tired ler..

i reached home around 3.30am .. den slack til 4am den go home..
tok all the way til im home : )

SUNDAY OUTING .

2009-03-09T16:22:00.002+08:00

AFTERNOOn , clara and ah boy came and fetch mi den go pick up her daughter at her aunt house den we go mit MY LOVE SHERLYN n james.

WENT TO Msia and see the bride dress and packages.
cuz my dearest LOVE N JAMES getting ENGAGED ~!
SOON THIS YEAR ON MOTHER`S DAY.

SWEEEE*
SO SWEET.

HEREBLY , PRESENT CLARA BABY *ZENN*
SHE DAMM CUTE RIGHT :)

NAUGHTY LITTLE BABY ~!
BLEAHHS*
WENT IN MSIA TIL 10PM+~ DEN JAMES N LOVE SEND MI TO WORK ,
DEN THEY GO HOME CHANGE FIRST DEN COME MY WORK PLACE FIND MI
LOLS SWEET RIGHT THEM
SO LOVE THEM MUCH~!

* NEXT OUTING *
O.C.H - BBQ ~ LOL . AHAH

fridae boring days~!

2009-03-07T15:26:00.004+08:00

LAoSENG ,( long long fren ler ) . and LITTLEGURL !

baby and cheryl @t mandai area~! lovelove..

baby alone : (

half HUMAN half CAT lol

Yesterdae went out to mit my LOVE @t SUNTEC.
she wan to see bride dress .
den go eat , den continue to go tanjong pagar to view more shop and dress..

arghs*
den go back her house.
suppose to mit clara n ah boy they all at jurong point.
den they beri tired le so never mit ler.
den we go prawning at bishan
with love , james , jian , zhen.

den i go over amk ave 1 mit my darling cheryl.
wait fer laoseng to come ,to fetch mi
den wait fer another guy to fetch cheryl
ok ah boy fetch cheryl to bencoleeen let`s go .
startin cheryl afraid of hiyabushhhha~! lols
den after tad she lik..
lol

mit up with the rest at bencoleennnn . my DEAREST darliNG LIN JIng at there .
koppi kia , ong lai , shawn . and the rest of 15 ppl if i not wrong lol~
hahahhaha
i kip changing bike last nite omg.
- laoseng supreme big bike dunno wad bike
- desmond rvf
- dino scrambleeeee
lol *
shag..
after yishun dam go eat den go home
reach home around 7am~!
fcuking hell iM TIRED..~!

SPATEC

2009-03-05T20:55:00.005+08:00

MONDAY i started my school @t bugis area.
my school name is SPATEC .
lol *

funny righht hahaha*
wad a monday blues to study

lucki im into beauty course if not i faint .
my course contains of .

- manicure pedicure
- facial
- thai massage
- essential oil masssage
- aromatherapy

5 subject.

hahha*

shag..

went out with lin jing n cheryl and some bikers.
went to cini to mit them , den go gelyang , den go kallang mac den go east coast park catch bears and last sengkang la kopi~!

tired.
i been studyin all the while

i miss my love SHERLYN
DARLING jacqueline
josephine DAR

Pom ja mai lerm ter , KIT TEUNG TER ke ai. Pom rak ter talod bai pom kit teung koon & pom ruk koon ☆
☆ ke.ai = kwarm ruk kong koon sam kun dtor pom mak

oh la nor ... my loveee

2009-03-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

ฝากเอาไว้ก่อนนะ
fak ao wai kon na
Leave it as it is for now,

ขอทีวันนี้ไม่เอาละ
kho thi wan ni mai ao la
I'm sorry today I don't want to do it anymore.

เรื่องเราเอาคืนไว้ก่อนนะ
rueang rao ao khuen wai kon na
just leave things between us for now.

ไว้รอให้ถึงเมื่อวันพระ
wai ro hai thueng muea wan phra
and wait until one of the Buddhist holy days

วันพระไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
wan phra mai dai mi hon dieow
Buddhist holy days don't happen only once,

เข้าพรรษาไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
khao phan-sa mai dai mi hon dieow
'kao phansa' doesn't happen only once,

ออกพรรษาไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
ok phan-sa mai dai mi hon dieow
'ok phansa' doens't happen only once,

วันวาเลนไทน์ไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
wan-wa-len-thai mai dai mi hon dieow
Valentines Day doesn't happen only once,

ถ้าอยากจะรักกับพี่
tha yak cha rak kap phi
If you want to be with me,

รอหน่อยคนดีคอยท่า
ro noi khon di khoi tha
please just wait, my darling

พี่กลับมาหาพร้อมเงินทองมากมาย ( ชัด ชัด ช้า )
phi klap ma ha phrom ngoen thong mak mai (chat chat cha)
I'll be back with lots of money.

พ่อตาแม่ยายไม่ดูถูก
pho ta mae yai mai du thuk
so mother- and father-in laws would not look down on me.

รับเขยคนนี้ไว้เป็นลูก
rap khoei khon ni wai pen luk
(and) accept me as their own child.

จะปลูกเรือนหอไว้รอเธอหลังใหญ่ ( เอาวะ เอาวะ อ่ะ )
cha pluk ruean ho wai ro thoe lang yai ( ao wa ao wa a )
I'll build a big house as a wedding present waiting for you.

Oh Oh Oh My love for you Papi.

Never find no love like me ละนะ
Never find no love like me la na
Please don't love anyone like you love me.

ไม่อยากเป็นดอกไม้แห้งตายโรยรา
mai yak pen dok mai haeng tai roi ra
I don't want to be like a flower just withering away

รีบ ๆ กลับมาหาฉันที
rip rip klap ma ha chan thi
please hurry back to me soon

โอ้ โอละ หนอ น้องรอดี ดี
o o-la no nong ro di di
Oh oh please just be there waiting for me

เรื่องพรรค์อย่างนี้ต้องใช้เวลา
rueang phan yang ni tong chai we-la
for something like this it takes times

ชาติก่อนทำบุญกันไว้คงไม่หนีไปไกลตา
chat kon tham bun kan wai khong mai ni pai klai ta
In previous life, we've made merit together so we won't be far from each other.

พี่จะกลับมาหาอีกสามปี
phi cha klap ma ha ik sam pi
I'll be back in three years.

เบื่อคนนินทาละ ใช่สิ พี่นี่มันจนนะ
buea khon nin tha la chai si-phi ni man chon na
I'm bored of people gossiping, yes I know I'm poor.

ไม่อยากรักใครเป็นภาระ
mai yak rak khrai pen pha-ra
I don't want to love someone as I (or my love) will be a burden.

ไว้รอให้พี่รวยก่อนนะ
wai ro hai phi ruay kon na
wait until I am rich, please.

วันพระไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
wan phra mai dai mi hon dieow
Buddhist days don't happen only once.

ออกพรรษาไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
ok phan-sa mai dai mi hon dieow
'ok phansa' doens't happen only once.

เข้าพรรษาไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
khao phan-sa mai dai mi hon dieow
'kao phansa' doesn't happen only once.

วันวาเลนไทน์ไม่ได้มีหนเดียว
wan-wa-len-thai mai dai mi hon dieow
Valentines Day doesn't happen only once.

ถ้าอยากจะรักกับพี่
tha yak cha rak kap phi
If you want to be with me,

รอหน่อยคนดีคอยท่า
ro noi khon di khoi tha
please just wait my, darling.

พี่กลับมาหาพร้อมเงินทองมากมาย ( ชัด ชัด ช้า )
phi klap ma ha phrom ngoen thong mak mai (chat chat cha)
I'll be back with lots of money

พ่อตาแม่ยายไม่ดูถูก
pho ta mae yai mai du thuk
so mother- and father-in laws would not look down on me

รับเขยคนนี้ไว้เป็นลูก
rap khoei khon ni wai pen luk
and accept me as their own child

จะปลูกเรือนหอไว้รอเธอหลังใหญ่ ( เอาวะ เอาวะ อ่ะ )
cha pluk ruean ho wai ro thoe lang yai ( ao wa ao wa a )
I'll build a big house as a wedding present waiting for you

Oh Oh Oh My love for you Papi.

Never find no love like me ละนะ
Never find no love like me la na
Please don't love anyone like you love me

ไม่อยากเป็นดอกไม้แห้งตายโรยรา
mai yak pen dok mai haeng tai roi ra
I don't want to be like a flower just withering away

รีบ ๆ กลับมาหาฉันที
rip rip klap ma ha chan thi
please hurry back to me soon

โอ้ โอละ หนอ น้องรอดี ดี
o o-la no nong ro di di
Oh oh please just be there waiting for me

เรื่องพรรค์อย่างนี้ต้องใช้เวลา
rueang phan yang ni tong chai we-la
for something like this it takes times

ชาติก่อนทำบุญกันไว้คงไม่หนีไปไกลตา
chat kon tham bun kan wai khong mai ni pai klai ta
In previous life, we've made merit together so we won't be far from each other.

พี่จะกลับมาหาอีกสองปี
phi cha klap ma ha ik song pi
I'll be back in two years

Oh Oh Oh My love for you Papi.

Never find no love like me ละนะ
Never find no love like me la na
Please don't love anyone like you love me

ไม่อยากเป็นดอกไม้แห้งตายโรยรา
mai yak pen dok mai haeng tai roi ra
I don't want to be like a flower just withering away

รีบ ๆ กลับมาหาฉันที
rip rip klap ma ha chan thi
please hurry back to me soon

โอ้ โอละ หนอ น้องรอดี ดี
o o-la no nong ro di di
Oh oh please just be there waiting for me

เรื่องพรรค์อย่างนี้ต้องใช้เวลา
rueang phan yang ni tong chai we-la
for something like this it takes times

ชาติก่อนทำบุญกันไว้คงไม่หนีไปไกลตา
chat kon tham bun kan wai khong mai ni pai klai ta
In previous life, we've made merit together so we won't be far from each other.

พี่จะกลับมาหาอีกครึ่งปี
phi cha klap ma ha ik khrueng pi
I'll be back in half a year.

Oh Oh Oh My love for you Papi.

Never find no love like me ละนะ
Never find no love like me la na
Please don't love anyone like you love me.

ไม่อยากเป็นดอกไม้แห้งตายโรยรา
mai yak pen dok mai haeng tai roi ra
I don't want to be like a flower just withering away.

รีบ ๆ กลับมาหาฉันที
rip rip klap ma ha chan thi
please hurry back to me soon.

โอ้ โอละ หนอ น้องรอดี ดี
o o-la no nong ro di di
Oh oh please just be there waiting for me.

เรื่องพรรค์อย่างนี้ต้องใช้เวลา
rueang phan yang ni tong chai we-la
for something like this it takes times.

ชาติก่อนทำบุญกันไว้คงไม่หนีไปไกลตา
chat kon tham bun kan wai khong mai ni pai klai ta
In previous life, we've made merit together so we won't be far from each other.

พี่ไม่ไปแล้วหนาคนดี
phi mai pai laeo na khon di
I won't go now, my darling.

พี่ไม่ไปแล้วหนาคนดี
phi mai pai laeo na khon di
I won't go now, my darling.

NT ENUFF SLP : (

2009-02-25T08:52:00.004+08:00

oh dam holy.
didnt get a nap before gg to sentosa
shag.

was working at raining bar on sunday night , til 4 am plus .
reach home around 5+ 6 am .
den when to mit peiru downstairs my house cuz hungry .
den reach home , msn with ruixiang den he jio go sentosa okae lors.
anything lors.
prepare liao den go peiru hse cuz she gg over jimmy house share cab cuz i go huat zai house first , den bomb milk n jacky wake up at the end jacky never go .
so from huat zai house sit his bike go kovan mit ruixiang , milk , eddy go harbourfront , wait for eddy` s gf cassandra .. yeahs , on the way to sentosa liaos wahahhalalalal*

sian , reach there raining .
so milk n rui xiang both standard tok cock sing song again arhs
omg.
around 3 + pm den stop rainin arhh.
den we start to plae water liaos.
sian lors.

arghhs*
around 5+ a ger name jasmine join us . den we go bathe den go vivo eat den go home le.
suppose to go st james with rui xiang n huat zai at the end never go cuz he never cor mi , den around 11pm ronnie ask mi go eat ok ok lors. 12+am he reach i mit him downstairs my house with his frene n fren gf.
hhah* after eating go his fren house plae drink plae majong. til morning ... 7+ am.
omg is 8am liao we are not slping yet.
hahah* mi n roonnnie plae n disturb eachh other til 11am+ den slp around 2pm wake up go home he send mi home den he go home .
HOME SWEET HOME , i slp all the way til todae which is more den 16 hours hahaha* REALI A REAL PIG :) BLEAHHH.
hahha , he said he miss HUGGING MI SLP, WHICH IS FIVE YEARS BACK hahaha* lame him .
but whenever we mit up ,
there stil the feeling from last time.

anyway, 24/02 is STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER .
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ~! ALTHOUGH we never contact ler.
take kare loads ~!

im so bored

2009-02-19T08:49:00.002+08:00

i miss my bed seriously.

this fews days without playing with my dog wincci i miss her loads.

i miss my parents .

little bro and gf`s ,

haish*

i miss those days.

why cant my family be happy always.

there`s always a period we happy yet after awhile

it return to SQUARE ONE again

always mi n him arguments cause everything to be unhappy.

haish*

i dun wan this type of life already

is so boring

is so killing mi that i nid to let the both of us cool down fer a certain period den okae again

i hope this the last time we argue n fight,

is reali veri sian de lors.

now left james n sherlyn stil slping while im online .

ling ling , eunice , wei jian have gone to skol .

their parents when to work.

the mai went to the market.

i dunno wad to do .

so online lors.

haish*

i been slping this fews days in unsecure minds.

thinking and thinking wad goiing to happen next .

haish*

been dreaming about loads of things that happened before.

especially him .

repeating in mind in n out.

omg.

trying to ferget the whole memory with him during those days.

i reali nid to move on .

hope i can manage it.

TO ; little boy,

take kare loads okaes.

stop fooling around ler ,

u aint young anymore.

just wish my manicure pedicure facial and so on course start soon.

i going to bored to death ler.

wad the fark

2009-02-18T16:22:00.002+08:00

im so unhappy . things happened loads recently.

omg. dunno wad wrong ..

haish*

work stuff, less scedules

family . hope everything going on well when im back home.

my dearest bro * SRY *

haish*

there a reason to why i slam the door.

but , there a reason for mi not to sae it out too.

im STUCK In between .

hope u can understand SRYE.

I REALI MISS MY FAMILY.

MY BED.

MY LOVELY WINCCI .

TO - TO .

MY COM .

ARGHS*

I MISS THE USUAL LIFE I GT.

NT HANGIN OUT AT SHERLYN HOUSE.

NOW I TINK BACK , I STIL MISS THE ONE I USED TO MISS IN THIS FEW`S MONTH.

FEW`S MORE DAYS UR BDAE LER.

HAIS*

ANYWAY MISSING U DOESNT MEAN I LOVE U ,

I TRIED TO GET OVER U BUT TIMES STIL NID TO FERGET BOUT THE FEELING I GOT FOR U .

AS FOR NOW , I GT BIT CRUSH FER THIS LITTLEBOY.

DUN WISH TO MENTION THE NAME.

BUT I NOE , IT IS JUST A CRUSH

FERGET IT. HAHA*

WELL , NW AT MY BUDDY HSE *XIANG*

ZAI AND HIM SLPING.

LOL SO I USING COM , GG BACK TO SHERLYN HOUSE LER.

JUST NW WENT HOME TO GET MORE CLOTHES ONLI

HAHA*

GTG WAKE MY BUDDY UP DEN GG OFF FROM HIS HOUSE SOON LER.

UPDATE AGAIN .

sabai sabai

2009-02-16T07:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE JAS ~! IN ADVANCED ~! WED U ARE TURNING 19~! XIAO MEI ~!

WENT down to sabai to celebrate jas bdae.
nt even one she drunk lols~!
hahas* the cute little singer *dunno wad name ~!
his photo below~

after sabai , christian come fetch mi to eat.
wanted to eat at west coast mac . end up packet to jurong bird park cuz he sae wan prawn
okokok
so we go prawning after tad til 6.30am
im tired and shag.
arghs*

it`s VIWAWA N LEFT 4 DEAD TIME :)

happy valentine day

2009-02-15T03:06:00.003+08:00

was at someone house in the morning til night time .
omg .
pimples coming out damm holy shit.
arghs*

went to my LOVE house to find her.
den go BBQ SESSION with her james clara ah yi and wei jian ~!.
at east coast.
omg.
im so shag.
wad`s going on with mi
wad`s wrong with mi
only the little boy knows~!

FRIDAE 13TH

2009-02-13T06:26:00.002+08:00

TODAE IS FRIDAE 13TH I STIL REMEMBER LAST TIME DURING SECS SKOL DAYS MDM ROHIMAH LOVES TO PICK 13 GIRLS OUT TO UNPLICK SKIRT LOLS~!

WHICH UNLUKCY 13 GUYS I GOING TO SCOLD TODAE LOL !

YESTERDAE , AT BOAT QUAY .
WITH MY BRO N VICTOR.
AFTER TAD GO FIND HAO~

what the reason for loving u so painfully? why make mi so miserable

2009-02-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

The truth will set mi free, but first it will make mi so miserable.
that sometimes i dun even noe wad im thinking about.
thinking of times that we spend together inside the car slacking smoking eating drinking playing
everything tad i do right now , i just kip thinking of u no matter wad.
although times pass quickly but u ever noe how i feel . ?
have u ever bother to ask ?
have u ever realise something weird and different.?

how i wish everything im thinking now ,
u noe how i feel .
but is all just a dream

it been a month since we last tok to each other ,
and ur bdae is around the corner .
in two weeks time is ur bdae.
i cant do much , as u dun celebrate ur bdae.

to ferget u is difficult cuz i love u to deep already.
it take mi empire of times to try to forget u but i cant.
haish .
the more i tink of u ,
i dun even noe should i hate u for msging mi at friendster first , or should i hate my self for replying ur msg.
i dunno should i lie to myself tad i never noe u befere ,
but i cant the phone i using always let mi tink of u no matter wad.

is a daily stuff dat i use * FOR SURE * My phone ,
tad`s contains UR SOUL in it.
i tinking of u every precious time.

* SHERLYN MY LOVE
the onli girl dat know wad and how im feeling through out this four months time.
the ger tad always be by myside this four month ,
knwin how painfully and fake smile i been going thru .
the reason of working back at rainin bar is just cuz of u .
i tot i can ferget u by drinkin everydae lik holy mad ger get drunk. but im wrong
the more i drink the more i cant ferget u , cuz always whenever i drink in the past without fren u noe , u will therefore be there to fetch mi home.
hai* every single little things i do I JUST TINK OF U ~!

TELL MI HOW TO LET GO OF U ?
TELL MI HOW TO FARKING FORGET U ?
TELL MI HOW TO DONT TINK OF U ?
TELL MI WAD SHOULD I DO?

I TRIED TO FORGET U ,
TIMES AFTER TIMES.
BUT I FAILED.

THE MORE FAILURE I GOT ,
THE DEEPNESS OF LOVING U IS GETTING
DEEP DEEP SINKIN DOWN MY HEART

PLEASE , TELL MI .. HOW ?HOW?HOW?

IM CRYING.

IM NOT STRONG.

colours of the wind

2009-02-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

im DRUNK last night .
omg
the day befere playing majong again with my love n james at love house
i tink i stuck and super loving majong
omg.
dead
im tired

dunno wad to do .
DRINK DRANK DRUNK.
EVERYDAE~!

HAISH

wad a boring new year tis year

2009-02-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

finally new year going to over ler. wad a sad new year . sianzations.
i guess i spend my new year almost everyday at my love house.
sec day onwards i never go home. most of the days at her house two days at stupid idiot ruixiang house. haish*
dunno wad he tinkin larhs , kip gambling drinking lik no one business .
lasie to sae him also .
arghs*

sian ji pua.
yesterdae holy high at work time
finally drink.
martel . beer .
omg..~!
faint.

my new xiao * ke ai * my shi jie de fren send mi home .
bought mi a pack of cig.
ahha*
boat quay - jurong den to joo chiat
i tink his cab fair high lik lol
ahahah*

todae off.
super tired.
trying my best to real ferget him * the stm panda tamagotchi owner of mine *
reali tryin my fcuking best to forget him .
gg one month ler. nevver mit never tok .
haish*

wad a unlucky day

2009-02-04T02:51:00.000+08:00

wake up around 4+ pm mit my love and her sis at orchard paragon , den go go cini . fark ... when i buy finish ting on the way down the escalator knn jam at escalator.. my skirt.
fark so paiseh den gt one china bitch take my photo knn dunno wad she wan to do . den wanted to eat steamboat at the end never eat go eat dim sum den go msia.. den go in buy cd.
after everything come out of msia sit ah boy car go home..

ended my day.
this is the photo of my skirt being jam on the escalator.

lol~!

updated photos `

2009-02-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR 1ST DAY TIL 7TH DAY

2009-02-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

im back home ,finally .
first day of new year at grandma house
den go work at rainin bar.
stupid kiat , dunno do wad stunt quarrel with my frne.
nearli fight ~! omg.
den ruixiang come down with a ***** diaos.
i nthing to sae.
reach home around 7+ in the morning shag siahs.
the next day around 10+am in the morning go yi ma house liaos , den after dat go er gu house den after noon go my LOVE sheryln house .. play majong , den at house next door also play majong ..
prawning in the night den mit leslie they all at pasis ris de esso den go lakopie .
den after mit rui xiang n his gang at serangoon go tpy eat , den leslie mit mi again go his house slack den rui xiang msg mi again ask mi accompany him go take mc okok lors.
so on and off kip mitting this two bunch of ppl .
after accompany him taking mc , we go play billard den i go rui xiang house and stay..
den evening his fren huat zai come n fetch mi home change den go imm after tad den go kallang kfc eat , eventually saw ruixiang there he msg mi i also there , so jiao :) hhahahha*
after tad they go pray dua li ar peh den go buy beer den go rui xiang house drink , and play card ...
omg ~! they are crazy in cards hahah* everyone left mi n jeffrey at his house i go buy cig and breakfast so hungry ~! den slp at his house again jeffrey left in the afternoon while i in the night after i bathe at his house i go mit jac dar , ask her lend mi make up set . ferget to bring den go work with her , lol im late but luckie kelvin never kp lols ahahha*
after work , suppose wan to mit rui xiang n gang go sabei sabei de but , he freak ask mi a stupid question let mi dulan ferget it.~!
args den i rest , afternoon wake up go work 6-11 DEN GO CAT DARLING chalet .. omg.
i got a new nick from her bf . * original joline , mi mi yen joline and lastly mashimaro * wad the hell lors hahah*
they arre all holy funny craps people .
omg..
this week i noe m0re den 10 new frenz : )
loving it..
photo wil all be uploaded later..

* MY LOVE , THANKS FOR BEING THERE THIS PERIOD OF HURTS WHICH I GET , HOPEFULLY I CAN BE HAPPY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ~! * THAILAND TRIP COMING SOON
:)

new year`s eve

2009-01-25T07:58:00.001+08:00

well later going imm dunno which place to eat , reunion dinner with my family and my er gu de family.
just came back from MAJONG session @t love place .
lose to jin long .
haha*
mi , love , james , raynol , jin long and junior
den headed home after breakfast wit junlong , cuz love slping den the three of them went home.
tok bout someting.

maybe i should start to let go.
he sae no point hurtin myself so much .
wad he said just now is the same as love.
i feelin super miserable loving him as he dunno ,
even he noe .. there`s no much difference .
it`s been three months since loving him so painfully silently deeply in my heart.
onli love n james noe.

been one month never mit him go out ler,
no smilness on my face ever since i never mit him .
ever since i never tok to him .
ever since i never plae psp , been pinch by him
everything in my heart memories of him seems to be there deeply .
no matter ware i go .
no matter wad i do .

shopping or wad.
singing or slacking
toking or playin
he kiip appearing in my mind all day long

i reali miss those days playing psp tokin on phone with him
chatting.. msgging

fridae i tried to sing the song that he first ex sing to him ,
i always sing that song . but fridae was the first day i cant sing tad song due to my voice breaks down . i cant sing high pitch ..
i vomited blood after singing.
it`s painful forcing my self to sing while i noe i cant manage to sing.

i reali miss him a lot.
this month.
days without him , i survive but in the sadness world.
lucky there`s my love to be with mi .

im tryin to hard to ferget him ,
since last month
but i reali cant.

whenever i see STARS it REMIND mi of HIM .
whenever i see PANDA it REMIND mi of HIM , calling nick of PANDA TAMAGOTCHI.
whenever i say love n james is STM it REMIND MI OF HIM AGAIN , cuz he is my STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER.

how i wish , u are not ******* with a **** and a ***
but it`s too late.

but i got to thanks u for all those things u do in the past for mi , buying cigs and stuff, bringing mi out to plae , bring mi to places that i wanna go , bring mi to OCH when i said i wanna go , bring mi to loyang when i said i wanto go and pray , bought mi the phone for xmas last year , chatting and slacking with mi downstairs my house til morning , whenever i go drinking u sure come and fetch mi home , whenever i saw ghost u accompany mi chat til i fall asleep , when im hungry at home u at work , u after work or in between come buy food and drinks for mi , when im bored u are there to accompany mi . all this is forever in my heart , is hard to replace u with others .
u are PERFECT TYPE FOR A GOOD BOYFREN , but u just short of 10% which u are ****** and having a **** and a *** .
that`s all.

love and james said that to mi also .
i feel lik crying whenever i tink of u ,
i reali feel lik painful and hurt , loving u so deeeply. in my heart.

is reali not the same feeling tad i ever love before ,
never ever i love someone so deeply lik u .

my past relationship although some they have **** , but i stil can let go of them after few`s week.
but u are STUCK in my MIND lik months , thinking and missing and it kiip rewinding all those memories we have.
i realie miss it fcuking much .
u noe how much i reali wanna tell u , i reali wan to have the courage to tell u how fcuking much i love u , but i cant .
all i wish is that u can be happy , dun ever kiip all those sad stuff to urself , not matter wad u nid a listener ear i ferever be here to listen to wad u got to sae.
time isnt a matter to mi , all i wan is u to bE HAPPY u birthdae is coming soon in ONE MONTH TIME , although u everytime u never celebrate u birthdae but i reali wish before ur birthdae we can play psp , chat , sms , hang out downstairs my house , go out with love n james once again .
i fcuking miss u loads .

im breaking to tears once again , i remember those time siting in ur car , window and sensor tad scared both of us not to slp not to go home , kip rounding around jurong area.

i reali wish i can play bomberman with u again , playin battle ship with u again .
toking rubbish and smses.

i reali miss those days although is not long , but whenver i nid someone to tok to , i just cor ur hp , u answer and tok on phone for hours.
i realie miss it loads. ~!

love n james ask mi to give up on u , love ask mi to gave up on u long time but i tried i failed . i failed twice , the feeling is so deepp~! til i cant even ferget u . it`s painful fcuking painful u noe .
i lied to myself sayin i dun love u no more , tryin to find a bf to ferget u , but i duno whose the guy i can find to replace u .
no one ever treat mi so good tad wherever i wanna go i just give a cor and come , no matter when and wad i wanna play they will acompany mi to plae . u the first one that eveer let mi felt so hurt b4.

wad`s going on?

2009-01-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

thursdae , went movie for sherlyn .. at amk .. watch the LOVE MATTER`s .. STUPId and LAME SHOW but the show let mi tink so much tink bout guys...

arghs*
we went to do d.i.y stuff of a cute candle.
so nice lor..
after tad ,go back serangoon with her , den keong they all cor mi .
den said wan mit , so asked them come down serangoon to mit us ..
okok , here there come ricky the stupid idiot drink so many bottles til 2+am.
reach home around 3+ am.. dam shag>~! omg.

next day , fridae slept in the afternoon 2pm wake up around 3pm , go bathe den go office take cheque den go mit my
love at orchard , so rry to let u wait so long.
den nt long keong came liaos.

den..
all headed to heeren , cini .. den love n long go nuh , keong n ricky go teban . while mi go boat quay to find raymond and fren .
saw yenny , serene , vivian theyy all at plush .
dun lik the atmosphere.
tat someone go ask a question to someone , "u noe joline arh " wad the fcuk.
i was lik wad wrong.

ferget it.
said liao also pek chey no voice to sae so much .

i cant sing song right now , i lost my voice i cant scream i cant shout . i wannna cry~!!!!!!!

i fcuking miss him so much *

AFTER DISCHARGE SHOPPING SPREEEE :)

2009-01-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

AFTER HOSPITAL , went to imm with parent and justin`s gf
shoppping

til 3+4pm
den go home bathe and change go mit LOVE N UNCLE LONG @T TAKA

ahhah*
love love.
den we go walk walk ,
go chinatown point til 10+11pm
go LOVE HOUSE
cuz uncle long waiting for LOVE daddy to be home
cuz he wanna take his lorry
so headed to kranji there to take his lorry

uncle long drive lorry fetch mi to mrt station take cab home
cuz he gg home earli
cant fetch mi home
the lorry so TALL LOR.
NEARLI FALL DOWN WHILE ALIGHTING
AHHAH*

FINALLY DISCHARGE FROM HOLY NIGHTMARE`S

2009-01-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY
I DISCHARGE
FROM HOLY
NIGHT MARE`S OF NUH ~!
16TH TO 21ST JAN 09!~

16th of jan 09 ;
went to see doctor downstairs my house
as my neck is quite pain .
i tot my neck i TWISTED while slping at the end is not lor.
i tolerated the pain on wednesdae .
thursdae i cant tolerate the pain so daddy bring mi go see doctor downstairs.

fcuk the doctor sae i nid to go NUH and check up
CUZ Is not a TWISTED NECK PROBLEM.
is SWOLLEN n SWELLING PAINFULLY ~!
IM HURT ...!~!
HOLY.

WENT to NUH the doctor all touch my neck
I WAS FCUKIN HOLY SHIT WANTED
TO SCREAM OUT LOUDLY
AND WANNA CRY
FCUKING PAIN LOR.
DAMM

THEY USE
NEEDLE ; TO INJECT MI FOR
BLOOD TEST ;
INJECT
SODIUM WATER ;
GRAPE WATER ;
FOR MI :(

POOR MI :(

SEE MY FACE SO SWOLLEN FOR THE FIRST DAY LIK FISHBALL .

AFTER STAYING AT A&E FOR FEWS HOURS
i was @t hospital around 3 pm - 7 pm @t the A&E ward
for OBSERVATION
my poor daddy waited outside for mi

during the few`s hours ,
i was in DEEP HOLY PAIN .

surgical DOCTORS came ,
say i must stay inside hospital for a couple of days.
that`s how i ADMITTED the ward 41 bed 28~! omg

8pm finally i get my BUTT ON THE BED fcuk
i was so tired and pain~!
i tot was for two days ended up
THE NEXT DAY MUMMY DADDY CAME VISIT MI
MUMMY BOUGHT MI A SOFT CUSHION : )
LOVE IT

CUZ MY NECK IS SO PAIN
is a good cushion I SLP WELL WITH IT

the third day doctor ask mi go for CT - SCAN omg.

fcuking pain when i nid to get JAB AGAIN ON MY HAND
fcuk i vomited after the jab MAKE MI HEADACE AND GIDDY .
damm holy .
back to my ward beddy to get my slp.

i was on ANTIBIOTIC DRIP AS surgical DOCTOR SAID tad
ORAL medication FOR MI is not ENOUGH i was lik wad the FARK AGAIN
HOLY SHIT

NURSE AKA MISSY OVER THERE
JAB MY HAND AGAIN
CAN U IMAGINE HOW PAINFUL IS MY HAND .
i was lik CHAO CHEE BYE JAB AND JAB CAN I JAB U ~!
FCUK lor.

HAISH*
IS A NIGHT MARE AT HOSPITAL .
BUT my heart feel PAIn
my STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER didnt came and visit mi : (
while im at hospital
i cried thinking ..
he noe i at hospital but..
arghs*

ferget it..
therefore nthing better for mi to do at hospital so i read
news paper everyday after i put down the phone with my
STM PANDA TAMAGOTCHI OWNER
i read news paper ,
flipped thru the page saying about HOROSCOPE.
IT WAS SO TRUE .
SAYING BOUT

" YOU MANAGE TO PUT HUMPTY DUMPTY BACK TOGETHER .
BUT WHEN HE DIVES OFF THAT WALL AGAIN THE YOLKS ON YOU "

my heart was lik breaking to pieces
therefore i stop readin the newspaper

cuz i reali FEEL LIK CRYING OUT REAL LOUD
REALI FEEL LIK SHOUTING SCREAMING THRU MY VOICE
but , i have no voice to scream

i felt totally UPSAD .
SOON i fall asleEP i dream of him once again
during my slp.

i cried the nurse HAZIMA ask mi wad happened.
why i slp til cried
i silently ignored her.

my da yi N uncle ks came
brought mi NEW MOON BIRD NEST :)
SO SWEET OF THEM .

the next day my big bro JASON came to visit mi
he brought mi A PANDA SOFT TOYS

ONCE AGAIN I THINK OF HIM AGAIN,
THE feeling SuX
it`s HURT mi a lot.
but i appreciate wad my bro bought for mi
thanks brother .
after he came not long
MY DEAREST LOVE , AND UNCLE LONG
CAME AND VISIT MI TOO ~
happy : )
i see them i smile
tok and tok and tok
just after my minor OPERATIOn with my bro , love n uncle long
daddy came too ~!

my BABE YOSHI dino ALSO came
my biggest SURPRISE my bro mit her to come
SO SWEET :)

the one and onli fren tad continue visit mi through out my hospitalization is andy
my long long fren

he came from third day to the last day when i discharge
brought mi porridge , cakes , newspaper
cuz hospital food sUCK
thanks for u daily wake up to buy mi food .
ask ur mum to cook fish porridge for mi :)
appreciate loads.

xiao yi didnt come
but she send mi a hamper of fruits with PINK ROSES
so nice n lovely :)

thanks MISSY OF THE NURSE OVER THER
TREAT MI SO WELL
ADD MI AT FRIENDSTER also ;0

SWEEETTTT LOVE :)

I FINALLY DISCHARGE AT 12.45PM :)
DADDY MUMMY JUSTIN`S GF CAME TO FETCH MI OUT~!!!

YAHOOOOO~!

- = + my wish list + = -

2009-01-13T06:35:00.000+08:00

my wish list for the year

louis-vuitton-damier-canvas-alma-in-ebony

my LV TOTE Bag going to spoilt soon :(

i love pink stuff :)

justin my small brother 19th bdae present

haha i hardly use wallet but im 21 this year :) to put my credits cards time :P
more caashhh~ :)

my license class 3
hopefully class 2b oso.

repaint my room colour.
new bed
new com
new furniture

achieve wad i wan to achieve
dm position soon~

find a long lasting job tad i reali wan to settle down soon
quit nigh life by this year no more pub .
less cig`s lol

happymood

2009-01-13T06:21:00.000+08:00

tok to him over the phone for one hour nearly two hours.
haish , miss those days we hang out together ,
seriously. lots of complicated problems they are handling right nw.

he told mi quite loads of tings.
go and sae and ask around i bet u guys n gers cant find out anything.
cuz just CANT FIND OUT lols.
hahaa*

i miss those days we played psp.
arghs* stupid owner ~!lols

mingfei~

2009-01-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

MINGFEI .
* rest in peace *

i jst saw u last morning which is sundae mid nite 2am plus drinking beer at rainin bar.
playin 5-10 and dices with u n ur frnz.
nw u are dead.
why/?
u do silly tings.
haish*

http://profiles.friendster.com/4818821

nt my day for the entire week

2009-01-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

been coughing and coughing.
flu flu flu .
fever fever fever .

thursdae went down to rainin bar and find jackson and groups of fren but didnt drink muchh... just a fews SIPSIP. LOL

FRI Offical OFF . cuz two china ladies aannd sharon n jac working so i mit my frn there to drink ... 12 jugs after tad alvin kor n alan join mi martell time and chivas;) drink lik no one business .. hahah combine table with winnie and her meifu n her frn lol.. drink drank drunk = HIGH HIGH TO THE SKY .
my other brother came downKEITH . drink beer of JUGS again.. omg...

saw my old REGULAR CUSTOMER renald and groups of frn again drink beer again..
so sry sharon when i HIGH my voice is LOUD N SHARP.

gone by 6 am .. drink til 6.25am lol
5-10 n direction beers n martellsn chivass thr fridae nite make mi drunk lik fark.
* IM WEAK IN CHIVAS + BEER lol arh

lol
totally gone . wei kiat my next door bouncer looking for my real bro to fetch mi home but i dnno wher is he. end up my god bro send mi hme.
im DRUNK*
DEADLY.

SAT SUPPOSE TO WORK reach rainin bar le.
fevr at 42 degress.
JAC forced mi to eat panadol. to rduce mi fever ..
thanks darling feel better already
but my cough is stil TERRIBLE.

AR,reach raiinin bar ler kelvin ask mi to go hme cuz im sick. lol
so mit my love and jr. prawning. at pasis ris.
ruixiang msg mi ssayin he at rainin bar , den sae he always there im nt . im there he is nt there no fate lol hahaha*

SUNDAY , mit up with chris , ronald, yoshie, siyu , leonard , jaslin , collin , for dinner den go shebang. they drink n sing crzyily while i waitin for twelv to work. omg. the china lady is makin mi crazy .. diaos.

sstupid clif , make mi go crazy when he tok LOL.
HAHH CRstal makes mi day smile. :)she cute lol.
mingfei and zhangu and one more guy ccme in to drink barrel . dmm seh lor.. omg

argh shag thru the day end my day by gg home with sherman n wei kiat.

:) save my cab fair :PP lol

arghs shag~@

:(

2009-01-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

haish , waited whole day for love.
ended up didnt get to mit her .
well wel.cancel all my aappointment in e morning just to mit her omg.
didnt expect she put aeroplane of mine .
well guess she busy bahs...

superbored.
tv tv tv tv 1`

miss thosse days we hang out *
OCH .. EAST COAST...BLAHBLAHBLAH~
MISSING SO MUCH PPL.

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2009-01-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

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WHAT THE HELL

2009-01-06T22:28:00.001+08:00

my hp camera not good.
cuz is a CLASSY HANDPHONE ,
not a GOOD CAMERA : (
so out look become lik dart

view and view and view .
☆ is okay with mi ☆ .
carry on viewing .
ahahah* welcome u GUYS TO my bLOG larhs*
haha*
DUN GIVE a DAMM~! lols.

well ,
im having FEVER right now,
FEVERISH kills my sianzation .
wan smoke cant sMOKE much~! lols

im shoo sick and tired.
of little arguments .

well , i`M Going to plan for my scedule this year,
i`m GOing to plan for everything tad i wish for ,
tad i wan

☆2009 SCEDULE ☆
. Will be continue ~!

• im super tired •

2009-01-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

• im holding on 3 jobs.
• im seriously super tired
• but wad to do

•••••••••• everything so funny lols •
hhahahah*

arghs•

nid to go meeting first to be continue..

...

2009-01-04T04:12:00.000+08:00

wad the fark.
knn the ADELINA kannina cor mi up at 4am .
sae i ka her lan jiao wei.
she seh liao. jit tao cor mi up tell mi she wan mi to die todae.
sae wan to jio mi one to one fight.
lame lor. ~! damm ar

wad the hell.
nthing better to sae much to her.
since, her tinking is so young.
well.

wasting my time .
omfg.
cor mi and sae wan mi to die.
gars.
i guess she took pills while toking to mi .
her voice and tone , is so SICKENING .

omg.
sae wan to mit blah blah blah.
at the end LOVE cor shawn and tok.
everything settle.
well.

she msg mi all rubbish msgs.
love and uncle long saw ler laugh.
super gao lat .
ahahhaha*

mit up with
love , uncle long , him , hao qiang and jacky
at 496 coffee shop slack.
til now den come home.

* happye mood*

but LOVE told mi something just now.
arghs*
guess tis few`s days luck super suai.
so many ppl tokin rumours bout mi.

wtf.
arghs*
cant be bother.
i never do i never sae i dun CARE ~!

madness love

2009-01-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

u cant blame mi for falling in love with u , the feeling tad i have is you is reali natural dat i fall for you.

Love is patient, love is kind.
so i wil be waiting ..

You call it madness, but I call it love.

he the one .. but .. im super down mood right now..

but no matter wad i wait

i believe u never contact mi u have ur reason

im lik a silly ger waiting for nting.

2009-01-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

i lost my cheerful smile ;
i lost my hyperactive character ;
i lost my interest in working ;
i lost my crazyness of going out ;

EVERYTHING CUZ OF U ; I LOST MY MOOD

I cant slp everyday,
waiting for ur calls.
but i noe ,
the whole week ware are u at.
but i chose not to cor u .
cuz i noe ,
tad corling u ,
u cant pick up the phone
at the moment of time.

never the less ,
i tried not to cor u .

but todae wanted to cor u up,
end up ur third hp ,
i cant get thru .
i guess u cut of the line.

dun wish to bother corling ur sec and first Hp.
some how , my heart kip telling mi tad ,
is going to be a hard time findin u ,
is going to be a hard time for my self this period of timing .
is going to be a foolishness step tat i walked.

everyting , has a reason .

has A REASON TOO ;
IT`S the FEELING ~!
i cant blame u ,
i blame myself for loving u.
i cant complain ,
i have no rights to complain .

i just lik u .

2009-01-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

first day of 2009 .

rules and regulation of the laws.

no smoking at so many destination point
omg.
i tink i will faint .
smoke also must find a spot to smoke alreadye .

diaos*

if the day never come ,
i stil be mi .
waiting lik a fool for u .
no matter what.
take step by step.
i maybe silly but ; u tink i care?
cuz i already fall for u .
lik no one business.

one week u never contact mi ,
i noe ware are u .
i just KNOW it yesterdae.
thanks to one person who drop mi some hints.
another one , is i saw someting online.

madness love

2008-12-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

- owner and owner and owner ! i fcuking miss u ~

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

- that`s whye i totallie going crazie ; everydae drink and drink -

A day without you is like a day without sunshine… I miss you…

- 6 day`s without hearing ur voice i going nuts-

- 6 day`s without ur msg`s i going crazy -

- 6 day`s without miting u im going bonkers -

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I`m waiting for u , i have to miss u lik NO ONE BUSINESS ~!

lonely sundae

2008-12-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

fcuk.
almost one week soon larhs*
i stil cant find owner ~!
damm arghs*

i fcukin miss him fcuking loads*
please SAY ANG KU KUEH .
sae U WAN PINCH PANDA til ANG KU KUEH and BA CHANG .

argh*
totalli crazye ~! insanity is killing mi softly.

owner owner ware are u ..?
arghs*

u gave mi the present before hand of xmas .
before xmas u missing .
wad the fcuk~! .

i fall for u in the starting is cuz of the things and action u do.
now i falling u deeply.~! omg.

please appear in-front of mi ?
~!

if not i been drinking non stop at work!~
cuz of u ,
i drink everydae just wanna ferget u but i stil cant .
infact i fall the way down thru the whole deeply..!.

fcuking miss u loads.
my heart is tearing up soon.
the more i cant hear ur voice.
the more i cant see u in real person.
the more i cant play with u psp .
i`m goING INSANITY ~!

dun let mi , feel the pain~!
i dun lik painess.
i lik the happiness when we play games~!
please i FCUKING MISS U ~! LARH.

i miss u

2008-12-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

i miss SHERLYN my LOVE .
i miss OWNER .
i miss JOSEPHINE .
i miss JOANNA .

i miss those outings ~!.
my slacking periods at boat quay .
my prawning with sherlyn my love.
my shopping with yenny babe.!

ware ..
i miss a lot of tings.
therefore i miss sherlyn too much liaos.
although knwin her not long .
but i felt tad some how ,
i got a veri strong feeling as a fren .
which i felt b4.
some how her character is lik one of my
ex primary skol fren.
i onli can mit her after 31st dec.
omg.
although is fews day later
but is gg to be one week never mit her le.
omgar~!

got to go work later.
WARE ARE U OWNER~!
FCUKIN MISS U FCUKIN LOADS.~!

PANDA OWNER IS LOST.
LEFT PANDA ALONE.
IN
DARKNESS~!

i miss u lik farking deep

2008-12-28T07:06:00.000+08:00

ware are u seriously.
almost one week no news of u ?
i ask uncle long nu , he told mi u just reply him a word BUSY ~!
TAD `S all.
haish*
i dunnno wad to sae ,
tinkin and tinking of u
- everysecs
- everymins
- everyhours
- everydays * 6 days already

arghs*
why why why .
things turn out lik dart , when i wanted to give u up .
yet u m.i.a
now my heart turn soft lik a jelly.
i just wish and wish u faster can contact mi back.

args*

i reali FCUKING MISS U LOAD*
miss ur craps toks .
miss the days we plae psp
miss the stupid pinch tad u pinch MI .
U STILL LEFT WITH 30 PINCHES TAD I OWN U .
FASTER COR MI AND SAE U WAN TO PINCH MY FACE .
OWNER . u left panda a- lone : (

argggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh.
i fcuking miss u larhs~!
holy .

fridae night was a boring night `

2008-12-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

yesterdae working at rainin bar .
haish*

senior vanus and senior jarod came and find mi : )
so sweet of vanus open a bottle at rainin bar : ) haha.
stupid jarod getting so weird go perm his hair.
retards him lols.

i called christopher down to my rainin bar also ,
he came with wei le ( imitations ) and william (scorpion ).. whahahas*
the joke of the day stupid ass them .
sing couple song with mi three guys share one mic ~! wad the fark hahaha*

stupid them larhs*

my heart is going crazy and insane soon.
this is the six days already i cant find u haish*
i dunno wad happen
i dunno anything .
now u switch off of one of ur line.

arghs*

stupid owner dun wan panda .
u ars~! arh.

realie going crazy soon`!
can someone help mi .
fcuk~!

what a xmas..

2008-12-26T15:50:00.000+08:00

haish* staying at home yesterdae afternnooon slp all the way til 6+ wake up around 9pm rainin bar kelvin msg mi , ask mi work okok . i go work. back to rainin bar and work liao.
he ask mi wad happen to mi and xiao bu dian the flabby nose , sae i ka her lan jiao wei about dunno wad shit larhs.
knn.
dulann..
end up at work time didnt saw her.
guess todae i will see her at there.
fark she dare to kpkb i sure slap her de..

who ask her ka ma lan jiao wei at my boss side.
farkkerrr~!
work til 4 last night .

ahahah*
saw winston , belinda ,kelvin , milton and two more arena staff..
hahahha,
pull them into my pubby and drink
two martel fours jugs ahhh.
one of them vomited at my toilet and BREAK MY TOILET BOWL COVER wad the fark
ahahahha*

tired lik omg.

arghs
uncle told mi he cant find owner also : (
sad ..

where is he?
ar
reali missing him loads.~!

xmas : )

2008-12-25T05:14:00.000+08:00

- photos are all taken today at rosewood condo -
enyouth sdm 3 star yi da de group member : )
loves : )

this xmas , my heart is feeling so painful.
i just wish u can just reply mi to let mi noe u are fine.
everydayi been tinkin ware are u .
asking love and long nu.
did u contact them ..
haish*
my heart is nt fully in mood .
i totally moodless .
seriously.
this year my xmas present is the best that i ever received FROM U ~!
THE ONE AND ONLI SPECIAL present tad i lik a lot.

can u please reply mi ?
haisH*
owner ~!!!

after , bbq session
games todae arh
- freebies
- pool ( been throw in to the water )
argh* more photo will be upload ..

when i received ..
my mind totali mad bout u .

after session went drinking with leonard.
stupid leonard drunk within two hours.
stupid lame shit him
so mi and zhilong fetch him home den i go home.

arghs*
i now home.
but I FARKING kip TINKING OF owner !~! argh
LOVE , I ALSO FEWS DAY NEVER MIT U LIAO.
MISS U : (

EVERYONE , MERRY XMAS : )

IM CRYIN : (

old photo at ktv session

2008-12-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

finally update this photo .
that day took at ktv at orchard with love and fanni..

arghs*

my heart breaking to tears

2008-12-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

foolishness cause mi to break to tears

.
"Never regret when you make mi smile.

i remember those days and times

when we played psp and make fun of each other`s"-

maybe everything with u is just a dream ,
i cant blame u ,
blame myself for falling so hard.
feelings cant be control.
the more i tried to forget u ,
the more i lik u .
i dunno why .
as usual waiting for cor and msg from u ,
but u noe the feeling of waiting msgs and cor from u ,
is painful feeling.
two days le,
didnt received any cor from u .
i felt miserable in my heart.

love , ask mi to ferget u .
i tried but once again i failed.
anyone have HAPPY PILL for mi ?
thanks for ur memories.

how long will the painess be gone?

2008-12-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

thinking wad should i do?
two days never sleep ler.

dunno wad to do.

fall for u lik no one cares

2008-12-22T04:05:00.000+08:00

my heart keep thinking of u .
repeating and repeating ; NON - STOP thinking of U ~!

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.
everytime after u left mi when u send mi home , and u left my h eart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.
everyday when i reach home ,

haish.
sometime im afraid if i tell u goodbye ,
i could never sae hello to u again..
When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

A day without you is like a day without sunshine... I Miss you...

maybe i should forget u .
i tried to forget u once ; BUT I FAILED
my heart is realie in PAIN.
but wad to do ?

LOVE , told mi loaads of things.
realie i should reali STEP A BIG STEP BACK.
LOVE , say no POINT .
haish*

i dunnoo.
i cant CONTROL my FEELING
for YOU ~!

why my heart is feeling so painful?

2008-12-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

haish*
todae suppose to go zoo with my LOVE but i overslept : (
haisH* next week den we go ZOO Alright sorrye LOVE .

when to mit jialong to my dayi house fer appointment ..
ferget to bring so many thing.
so tml appointment her again at SGH 12.30 PM.
omg.
dunno can wake up not..
suppose to take cab home
but owner ask mi take cab go LOVE HOUSE downstairs den later fetch mi home
end up the four of us mi , love , owner , uncle long nu go bishan prawning.
laugh out loud.
they playin childhood games at there lose de drink coke .
poor uncle long nid to drink two can of coke.
lols*

owner so PROUD of winning los.
todae sit owner de new bmw 3 series coupe 335 .
quite nice the interior kinda lik it ..
white red black ..

matching colours.
but * his car cant smoke..
ahhaha*

cleeaannnn car : ))

home right now , dunno wad to do .
cant get to sleep.
heart spinning and thinking , should i tell him or ferget about telling him .
or let everyting be lik dart.
i scared one day i cant take it.
haish*

xmas is three days away ,
dunno wad to do ..
doont noe wad should i go .
uncle place?
company function ?
or mit my old fren?
or wait fer their planning ?
guess. stay at home slp ..
lol .
arghs*

santas claus will u grant my wish this year?

i kip tinking of you ~

2008-12-21T04:26:00.000+08:00

MY BIGGEST LOVE ; THAT`S WRONG

2008-12-21T02:16:00.000+08:00

haish . been fours day since i never mit u liaos*
u kip saying u tired.
finefine*

i cant say anything.
well*

but i stil heard ur voice tad alright already.
go home and rest early bahs.
i dunno when dench can i stop missing u ,
cuz the feeling in my heart is deep lik no body BUSINESS .
OMG.*
everydae waiting 4 ur msg
everydae waiting 4 ur cor
everydae waiting to see u .
haish*
this feeling is so terrible.
omg.
when u at home sometimes how i wish i can cor u ,
but we cant tok on the phone ~!
cuz u are at home ALREADY ; THE FEELING SUCKS U NOE ~!
how i wish i can tell u wad am i tinking .
how i wish i can sae everything farking things that hiding in my heart over this fews week.
how i reali wish but i CANT .~.
4 DAYS MORE TO XMAS ,
would u be there with mi ?
or
be with ur fren..

all i wan 4 xmas IS YOU ~!!

L.T.Z.X

my heart pumping lik no one cares

2008-12-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

stupid ppl ask them cut my hair , den trim my fringe at the end jit tao cut my fringe i dulan dun wan trim my hair liao.
farkk up *
retard ass lors.
arghs*
pekchey*
now make mi look lik xiao mei mei HOLY SHIT.
ANGRYE.

haish* once i cant see u , my heart started to tremble once again *
feeling so cORRuptED omg

xmas is coming ?

2008-12-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

well.
just recieve the news
from
my
company translucent party well it seems kinda fun , but planing with my darling cherie both of us nort going to bring any guys along . just having les partner for that afterrnoon party
wahhahah*
it`s gg to be hold at someone condo ..
code dressing is WHITE , FOR GER AND BOYS.
BUT GERS INSIDE is BIKINI larhalalal.
dunno how long never wear bikini liao*

* games included of ..
- water games .
- ice breaking .
- exchanging of gifts and blahblah
night activity DRINKIN SESSION guess i nt gg ..
well*

planning for majong session with LOVE AND THE REST OF THEM..

arghs*
cant wait for xmas.
lovelove*

...

2008-12-18T04:54:00.000+08:00

i missing you so much

traffic light when is my turn?

2008-12-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

cherish whad i have right now.

thanks LOVE , for being there no matter wad.
if thad bitch adeline dare to di siao u , i sure dun care , *cup* with clara and u , hit her to her flabby nose becum rain deerr nose.
no matter wad.
this FLABBYNOSE couple CANT LAST LONG DE.
trust mi.

waiting for my thailand trip with u my dearest LOVE.* BTW sherlyn UPGRADED TO MY LOVE alreadye.
AHAHAH* lols

wellwell`!
im bored right now.
dunno wwad to do ,
tummy not feeling well.
omg.
morning my tummy killing mi lik freak*

argh*
owner just called mi , and try to ask mi to guess who is he.
stupid silly him , i heard his voice i noe liaos.
try to bluff mi.
lols*
stupid silly him .
he changed one of his number cor mi and ask which number should he give his daddy use.
okok.
he new num i quite lik BUT SHORT OF 2 lols.haha*
LAUGHS*

GOSSIP`S TIMES

2008-12-17T02:18:00.000+08:00

mi and L爱VE

myah panda sweet from my L爱VE * SHERLYN.
hw sweet甜甜of her . to get tis for 我和他.
but i dun let him have it, 因为我是熊猫他是猪.. 哈哈哈..

my l爱ve eating , i took her photo .. nice horhs : )

L爱VE , 她是我的L爱VE因为她很可爱哈哈哈..
爱死她了..
mit my L爱VE at jurong point todae ,
with uncle long nu and my darling cynthia.

stupid uncle long nu ,
kip teased mi .
wad the fark lors.
arghs*
lols*
L爱VE, carried on teased mi while smking.
tag team attacked mi ..
while my stm panda tamagotchi owner not with mi .
best larh u two : (

baby gurl sad liao larhs*
los*
ROFL*

went prawning just now..
with L爱VE and uncle long nu,
cynthia go mit her frn...
after prawning..
i went home ..
do my blog ,
do my L爱VE blog.
update`s all my photos..

arghs*
L爱VE throw mi alone , she go slp liaos.

now waiting for owner to wake up.
stupid him slp so long : (
arghs*

cant wait for jan ,
going thailand with L爱VE
arghhhh*

tripp wait for mi ,
i coming to shoppppp~!!!

the stupid big nose couples

2008-12-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

u two just a small kikdoz.
can the both of u just go open a ROTIPRATA SHOP.
since the both of u lik to tok so much rubbish.
omg..
adeline and joseph.
the both of u look super lik a kiiddoz in my eyes side.
the day u two are just super SEH KAH lors.
knn tok big tok small..

the day before mit up with with my dearest sherlyn they all go bbq ..
at west coast park .
we are acting lik crazy gurls taking photo lik no one business wahahhas*

love larhs*

hahahah*
after BBQ mi and owner went rounding at lim chu kang area ..
stupid uncle ask us not anyhow.
wad the hell..
laugh*

yesterdae go ahma house celebrate her bdae.
well...
im happy THEY SAE I SLIM DOWN WAHHA.

den after tad in the mid night , mit up with my owner .. downstairs my house .
as usual take my panda sweet and plae psp.
omg i own HIM 30 PINCH !
SAD Larhs*

: (

contented , but not fully happy .
cuz ..
as usual..
blah blah blah ~!

I MISS U GURLS.
TOP GURLS.

* SHERLYN
* YOSHIE
* YENNY
* CYNTHIA

bloddy ass

2008-12-11T14:01:00.001+08:00

i wan the both of u to scram ~!

i dun wish to see u so sad

2008-12-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

went to ENYOUTH my company in the afternoon
around 6 go mit sherlyn and xln at bugis nearby eat curry chicken
den go her hse downstairs. den go west coast mac.
she wan study
he came over so happy i saw him

i finally get to see u face to face.
i finally get back to ur car sit.
i finally smile a little bit.

but ,
im unhappy . cuz i cant see ur SMILING FACE ~!
i cant FEEL UR HAPPINESS .
i cant FEEL UR HEART THINKING BOUT WAD.
but i hope , if u nid a listener ear , ur brother xln will be there.
i be there for u no matter wad.

i cant see u smiling , im feeling sad .
haish*

he fetched mi home.
on the way home never tok .

dun think so much ok.
no matter wad i be there i promise~!

:)

2008-12-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

my heart , is stil lik raining ..
haish*
mit up with sherlyn darling and xln todae.
waited fer her at her skol.
shines colledge.
den go eat .. at parklane there .
steamboat.
the three of us.
chatting happily.
hais*
somethin missing.

for the first time.
his not there.

the first time i go out mit them without HIM~!
HAISH*

dunnoo why feelin so weird.
but after steamboat go bishan walkwalk den wait fer sherlyn mum to come den fetch her to hospital to visit her dad.
den send her home.
chatted again *

arghs*
den go east coast catch bear.
todae so unlucky cant catch any bear : (
sad.
den on the way back to jurong .
reach juron ler. sherlyn sae wanto go bomb toilet so we stop at spc. nearby my house there.
den xln cor him ..
den we went down to tuas..
happy to see him but never tok: (
hai* den went home after tad.

im feelin so miserable right now

IFARKINGM-SSUU

2008-12-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

everything i kiip it in my h("v")eart.
u noe hw painful , to kipp so much thing in one hearT?
u noe ?
i guess u dunno~!
i FARKING MISS U ~!
3 DAYS I NEVER SEE U LIAO *
FARKING MISS U BADLY.
I MISS THOSE DAYS WE PLAE PSP .
I MISS THOSE DAYS WE CHAT TIL MORNING.
I SIM-PLY JUST MISS U ~!

haish

2008-12-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

my heart feeling the painess right now , tad i dun get to see u .
my heart feeling the pinch of hurt tad when i dun receive ur msg.
i tried corling u when u are sad.
i tried corling u when u are unhappy.
but u didnt wanna answer.
cuz u are playin game.
u noe how much i feel lik telling u ?
u noe how much i feel lik toking to u ?
u noe how much when i get my first deal from my this job .
i wan u to noe the happiness i get.
but before i went for my appointment , u noe how worry im cuz of u ?
u send mi a msg saying u are upsad.
how i feel lik rushing down to ur home there to look for u .
i wanna mit u ..
i wanna tok to u ..
i wanna play psp with u ..
i wanna smoke with u ..
im moodless for everything , but for the sake of my future i get my self a day job.
for the sake of my family i continue working til now.
til now , i have no news of u yet.
morning u reply mi all those msgs is .....................................................
u noe how worried im ?
i cant explain to u how
worried im ..

i tink i realie fall for u ..
everything i do ,
how i wish i can let u noe.
feeling i have for u
how i wish u can noe.
but ..
....................
........................
..............................

i cant sae it out..
i farking miss u loads*
starting from todae,
im not goin to sae any vulgarities
im going to be a typical lian
im changin myself to
be a more totful and useful person .
im going to start from the scratch..
from the beginning onwards.

im going to change my self ,
for MYSELF .
i wanna see my self rich in the future not ,
been so easy down ..
im going to give my parents to tink
of my highly.
im not going to disappoint them.

give mi one and a half year.
i will do it

photos

2008-12-06T07:50:00.000+08:00

nice hor.
i steal it from my owner de tag
hahah

: )

2008-12-06T07:36:00.000+08:00

went to enyouth yesterdae join company . im tired. trainin finish around 10+pm den headed to drinking place . hahas* yoshie drunk * some thing happened , ppl drugged something to my drink omg. i was lik .. arghs* quickly cor owner come and bring mi home . i slp while he driving. den he already reach my hse ler downstairs ler. but he dun wan wake mi up let mi rest 45 mins befere corlin mi up . and accompany walk up my house. * reach home , i was shivering and having headace lik freaking jia lat. knn. vomited lik holy shit !

he wanted to bring mi to hospital
but scared later doctor check dunno wad drug or wad shit
i kana ,
so he never bring mi go .

around 5+ am i wake up chat with him on the phone til now.
he playin his maple.
lol.

ahahas*

i uploaded this photo cuz of him whahahas*

:)

2008-12-05T13:05:00.000+08:00

yesterdae mitt up with my dearest gf sherlyn at orchard swensen , she was ther with xln and owner. headed to partyworld with sherlyn and fanni her fren *
5-10
siinging
dancin
playing
drinkin chivas 12
omg*

dunchh like to drink chivas .
arghs*
happily happily

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO LONG NU ~
28 ALREADY * UNCLE LONG *

HAHA
KIDDING LARHS*
too bad u never touch ur cake at all .

my dearest scared mi to death last night ,
she having gastric yet drink , stil tummy hurts her loads.

went to hospital ..
during her checkup .
xln disturb mi and owner .
wad the fark*
arghs*

send fanni home den headed home : )
sweet home .
i miss my bed .

arghs*
going to clark quay for interview and briefing .
sians ~!

owner?
true feeling or crushy ?
crazy love ?
short time love?
maddness feeling'?

i dont noe : (
* photo wil be uploaded once again*

updating photos

2008-12-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

my photos from the past : )

fews years back hahahs

the old little baby gurl

minmin and mi

coco and mi

minmin and mi

gracey darling

i miss those times a bedroom

jean and mi
miss those days at boat quay

jing pei fang

linjing and mi

edmund buddy and mi

suddenly have the feeling to update old photos ..hahhas.
mi mummy big bro small bro and my baby gurl
korkor and nicholas

joanna , kelly , joline

yenny and mi

presenting to u my small bro , trying to act stupid steal his photo from friendster.

stupid gay

stupid him and erwin dunno doing wad.

during his secondary skol times. cute hor

imissu

2008-12-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

lol.
finished work le.
sales 2 glass niahs
farking jia lat
omg.

arghs*
chatting with sherlyn my dar,
joanna my darling .
on the phone
ggoing to crazy while working
omg..
arsh*
farks*

sian larhs><
ware my owner.
kinda miss ~!

waiting for ur msg ..
playin viwawa right now : )

MISS SHERLYN .
MISS JOANNA .
MISS YENNY.
MISS YOSHIE .
MISS NOURENE.
MISS JOSPHINE .
MISS VALE.
MISS JASMINE

MY TOPS HITS GURLS.
MISS U ALL : )

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ,
MY OWNER :p

:)

2008-12-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

arghs*
my past was the history , now my future lies on my hand i noe wad i want .
i noe wad I WANNNTTT~!

my fews frenez that busie working , hor.
please cor mi and mit up hor.

arghs*
yoshie larhs,
yenny larhs,
jospephine larhs ,
joanna larh ,
kelly larhs ,
farah , jess , jesslyn , karen ,
vonvon ,
yueling ,
tingting ,
cynthia chua ,
manymany EVEN MY BUDDIES .
AHXIANG AND JACKSON`!
LALALLALA*

XMAS coming ~! omg.
wad am i going to do?

♥ FREAKOZBABY * REBIRTH

hie everyone im back to this blog :)

UPDATE PLEASE

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* updated *

_|_ fcuk.

wad can i sae?

HAISH

nothing much to comment

takekare

seventh days

theseventhday

dayswithoutyou

imissu

HAHAH

life on crazyness

ღ♥ღ ☆ fcuked up☆ ღ♥ღ

..

IM A GOOD GURL TODAE

OUT WITH JIELIANG

我好想你只到吗?

mi n aloy

FCUKED.

☆ starry days and nights without you by myside ☆

我好想你只不知道 我的SILLY.ASS.BOY我好想你。

thursdae n fridae.~!

should i sell my hp

mysillyass.

nevertheelesssimissyou~!

FRIDAY THIRTHEE

Thursdae DREAMS

neverendingNIGHTMARES`

i noe a bloody VAMPIRE lol

SUNDAY OUTING .

fridae boring days~!

SPATEC

oh la nor ... my loveee

NT ENUFF SLP : (

im so bored

wad the fark

sabai sabai

happy valentine day

FRIDAE 13TH

what the reason for loving u so painfully? why make mi so miserable

colours of the wind

wad a boring new year tis year

wad a unlucky day

updated photos `

NEW YEAR 1ST DAY TIL 7TH DAY

new year`s eve

wad`s going on?

AFTER DISCHARGE SHOPPING SPREEEE :)

FINALLY DISCHARGE FROM HOLY NIGHTMARE`S

- = + my wish list + = -

*happymood*

mingfei~

nt my day for the entire week

:(

☆ANYONE WANTO ON DIET CAN PM ME ☆

WHAT THE HELL

• im super tired •

...

madness love

im lik a silly ger waiting for nting.

i just lik u .

madness love

lonely sundae

i miss u

i miss u lik farking deep

fridae night was a boring night `

what a xmas..

xmas : )

old photo at ktv session

my heart breaking to tears

how long will the painess be gone?

fall for u lik no one cares

why my heart is feeling so painful?

i kip tinking of you ~

MY BIGGEST LOVE ; THAT`S WRONG

我好想你只不知道我的SILLY.ASS.BOY我好想你。

happymood